I Bleed To Know You're Alive.
Date : Friday, July 31, 2009
Time : 10:26 PM
Title : No. of mozzie kisses


Wenyee 5
Veron 5
Marion 17.


Yay. I win.


Date :
Time : 10:20 PM
Title :


Happy birthday, Kendra Goh Kai Lin!


Date : Thursday, July 30, 2009
Time : 8:30 PM
Title : Well.....


How long have I been 'gossipily-deprived'?

Lol, okay, not really gossip. Just had some random and fun chatting session with ZiFeng, Jewel, She-ler, Xin Yi and Ni Wen C:


Anyways. Talk about something else. Had this very very sudden realisation of how things have changed. In a way it seems like I had forgotten alot alot alot of things that actually happened, or didn't bothered to remember.

Things change without people noticing probably because either they don't care, or they choose not to care, consciously or sub.

Remember how you could talk to people? Remember how you could hang around with them? Remember how it felt like?

I don't really remember how it felt like, I just remember what happened.

Maybe this is what the mean by memories. After all, they are evidence of good things that had once happened, even if it didn't end off well.

Do, and make do. C:

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Date : Wednesday, July 29, 2009
Time : 7:51 PM
Title :




As expected from mrbrownshow C:



Heaven is denying me of my heels. WHYYYYY. ):

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Date : Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Time : 6:47 PM
Title : Rapid eye movement behavior disorder


To be woken up by your very own assault.

Edit@10.55pm.

Philip Larkin - Talking In Bed

Talking in bed ought to be easiest
Lying together there goes back so far
An emblem of two people being honest.

Yet more and more time passes silently.
Outside the wind's incomplete unrest
builds and disperses clouds about the sky.

And dark towns heap up on the horizon.
None of this cares for us. Nothing shows why
At this unique distance from isolation

It becomes still more difficult to find
Words at once true and kind
Or not untrue and not unkind.


Happy process doesn't necessarily guarantee happy ending;
happy ending doesn't necessarily comes with an entirely happy process.

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Date :
Time : 5:57 PM
Title :




Just for you, Kendra.

C:


千駿 never rape 柚留. 3 VS 1. Yay.

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Date : Saturday, July 25, 2009
Time : 9:34 PM
Title : Sunday




Mervyn: "Excuse me, my baked rice hasn't come yet."
Waitress: "Oh, how long have you waited for?"
Mervyn: "30 min."
Waitress: "30 MIN?! Okay, I help you check."
(a while later... another waiter came)
Waiter: "Sorry, I was in charge of baking your rice. But I went to the washroom just now so I don't know what happen to the baked rice. We are trying to investigate now, do you mind I top up your drink?"
(after waiter left...)
Mervyn: "Actually, I purposely waited for so long. Last time got garlic bread before."

Though the drink is more ex than garlic bread, the main point is, HE INDIRECTLY WASTED MY TIME. & the fact that I was out just because of his stupid project work presentation that requires formal attire.


Not worth it - -

Rahhhh, I need more heels and shoes.

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Date :
Time : 8:05 PM
Title : 人心,




歌名:爱一直存在( 最新单曲 CD Version)
歌手:梁文音

那天我扬起帆 
想看看未知的海
心里很多话想说说不出来 
虽然我脸上看不出来

天空一样蔚蓝 却换了多少云彩
那时的你让我幸福百分百 
是否为我等待

我知道我的爱一直都会存在
没有你泪停不下来
你知道我依赖多不想say goodbye
我痛说不出来

我知道我的爱一直都会存在
没有你快乐都停摆
某一天我期待和你笑的灿烂
回头看爱 都在

站在你的门外 我却幸福在徘徊
心里很多话想说说不出来 
但我想你一定都明白

时间过的好快 
想念却不曾更改
现在的你是否幸福百分百 
我应该怎么猜

爱一直存在


要怎么才能看清?


"The nice part about being a pessimist is that you are constanly either proven right or pleasantly surprised."
-George will

"If you want a happy ending, that depends, of course, on where you stop your story."
-Orson Welles

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Date : Friday, July 24, 2009
Time : 11:07 PM
Title : Out of sight out of mind?


Was prepared for the overwhelming feeling,
Yet it didn't happen then.
How come?


Because anxiety likes to hit you when you are defenceless. Awww.



回頭草有這麼好吃嗎? ==

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Date :
Time : 5:38 PM
Title : Underlying


Trust the world.
Without expectations.


"When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry,
Show life a thousand reasons to smile."


Denial of negativity is not optimism.

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Date : Thursday, July 23, 2009
Time : 6:44 PM
Title : Defence mechanism: Reaction formation


"[a] phobia is an example of a reaction formation. The person wants what he fears. He is not afraid of the object;he is afraid of the wish for the object. The reactive fear prevents the dreaded wish from being fulfilled."
-Calvin S. Hall, A Primer of Freudian Psychology

When an individual cannot deal with the demands of desires (including sex and love) and reality, anxiety follows. Freud believed that anxiety is an unpleasant inner state that people sought to avoid. In an attempt to protect ourselves from this anxiety, people employ Reaction formation unconsciously in their daily lives. Reaction Formation involves adopting opposite feelings, impulses or behavior. Someone adopting a reaction formation defense strategy would treat a spouse or loved one in the same manner in which they’d treat a hated enemy. Another example would be that two people really fond of each other fight all the time, in order to suppress their desire of love for each other. This may also occur when there is a failure of acceptance that the other person is really important to them. In order to suppress their feelings for that person, they may resort to reaction formation and try to hate or fight with their loved ones in order to avoid the anxiety of not having them around.
(from wikipedia)

Child1: "Eh whats that?"
Child2: "Don't tell you."
Child1: *glares with hatred* "Like I really want know."


Classic example.



What appears to be might not be what it is.
Sometimes the big picture might not even be seen.

Yours so unintentionally so deceiving,
mine so conscious so selfish and childish.

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Date : Wednesday, July 22, 2009
Time : 8:04 PM
Title : 感动




歌曲:我知道
歌手:by2 专辑:twins

从来没想过不能再和你牵手
委屈时候没有你陪着我心痛
一切都是我太过骄纵以为你会懂
一直忘了说我有多感动

我知道你还是爱着我
虽然分开的理由我们都已接受

你知道我会有多难过
所以即使到最后还微笑着要我加油

我知道你还放不下我
才会在离开时闭着眼没有回头

我们都知道彼此心中
其实这份爱没停过

曾经完整幸福的梦在脑海里头
我多希望你还在我左右

答应你我会好好过
不让这些眼泪白流



Let me correct myself. I only believe in good memories.

That's real goodbye for us. Mallory and Meredith.

Giggy and kiki, twinny C:


异样的平静,
自己也不敢相信。
O:

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Date : Monday, July 20, 2009
Time : 5:57 PM
Title : 感触



歌名:一直很安静 歌手:阿桑
所属专辑:寂寞在唱歌
空荡的街景
想找个人放感情
做这种决定
是寂寞与我为邻
我们的爱情
像你路过的风景
一直在进行
脚步却从来不会为我而停
给你的爱一直很安静
来交换你偶尔给的关心
明明是三个人的电影
我却始终不能有姓名
你说爱像云
要自在飘浮才美丽
我终於相信
分手的理由有时候很动听
给你的爱一直很安静
来交换你偶尔给的关心
明明是三个人的电影
我却始终不能有姓名
给你的爱一直很安静
我从一开始就下定决心
以为自己要的是曾经
却发现爱一定要有回音
给你的爱一直很安静
来交换你偶尔给的关心
明明是三个人的电影
我却始终不能有姓名
给你的爱一直很安静
除了泪在我的脸上任性
原来缘份是用来说明
你突然不爱我这件事情


仙剑奇侠转插曲。


Just like after the fire.

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Date : Saturday, July 18, 2009
Time : 9:10 PM
Title : History cycle per year



歌名:这就是爱吗 歌手:容祖儿
所属专辑:容祖儿 Moov

你确定这就是爱吗
真的爱我吗
手牵着手漫步斜阳
就当作浪漫
两个人眺望远方
以为爱的晴朗
当我回头望
却已泪湿了眼眶

当夕阳变成星光
当爱情换了方向
你一如过往 对爱太紧张
但未来又会怎样
未知的明天总让我旁徨
谁给我力量

我不怕你 爱不爱我
只害怕你 以为爱我
抓紧我 不算拥有

你总学不会放手

我不怕你 不懂爱我
只怕你 把习惯 当作爱
你猜不透 我要什麽


两个人眺望远方
以为爱的晴朗
当我回头望
却已泪湿了眼眶

当夕阳变成星光
当爱情换了方向
你一如过往 对爱太紧张
但未来又会怎样
未知的明天总让我旁徨
谁给我力量

我不怕你 爱不爱我
只害怕你 以为爱我
抓紧我 不算拥有
你总学不会放手

你猜不透 我要什麽
我不怕你 不懂爱我
只怕你 把习惯 当作爱

我不怕你 爱不爱我
只害怕你 以为爱我
抓紧我 不算拥有
你总学不会放手

我不怕你 不懂爱我
只怕你 把习惯 当作爱
你猜不透 我要什麽
喔 你猜不透 我要什麽


May be just another portal of comfort and distraction for you.

Well, I don't believe in memories.


Goodbye.

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Date :
Time : 1:02 PM
Title : Blind spots


Predictions ticked,
conclusion(s) made.
Solution?

Little bit more of selfishness and courage will do.

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Date : Friday, July 17, 2009
Time : 10:39 PM
Title : Lit Cluster



This may be a little bit too late, Lit Cluster was in the holidays. But hey, this is the amazing scene that my classmates did C:

Misunderstanding or misled.
If somethings you didn't ever exist, would you even think of it as a possibility?

Is that what it meant by 'losing significance'? Or 'no significance'?

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Date :
Time : 6:41 PM
Title : Flexibility


Woohoooo. It has been seriously damn long since I really camwhored. Like, ever since I.... I cut my hair?! O:



Super allergic to noise recently, even when I'm not having migraine.


I seriously didn't know it was so dark. Looked brighter on my phone.



Outside Dazhong C:

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Date : Thursday, July 16, 2009
Time : 6:04 PM
Title : Instantaneously at rest


(Don't worry, I am not crazy over Kinematics.)

Repeated, till I could really recite them.

Sometimes if its supposed to be, it will come to you.
{Just like things that I think I should know but am not told.}

Okay abit of randomness:


Kay Kay is hot. C:

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Date : Wednesday, July 15, 2009
Time : 7:32 PM
Title : Ugly sister effect


Live like a sleeping beauty.
For you don't have to think,
you only have to dream.

Live like a sleeping beauty.
For you have spent too much energy,
you have to restore them back.

Live like a sleeping beauty.
For the moment you wake,
you will see yet another nightmare.

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Date :
Time : 6:46 AM
Title : Defence mechanism: repression/ suppression


Like a roller coaster,
Unpredictable.
Not just that.

React fast, adapt fast. Life's still going on.

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Date : Thursday, July 9, 2009
Time : 7:12 PM
Title :


歌曲:仁心解码主题曲-荒岛隔岸
歌手:麦浚龙
防人已慣 在暗室無空間
常人冷眼 沒有苛求相反
世事暗淡 心裡呼喊
縱然困難 人情無限

世界這荒島的隔岸
尋回被拒不解境況
公仔箱論壇你對這天空的盼望
圍牆被拆去可釋放

世界裡一起擺脫不安

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Date : Wednesday, July 8, 2009
Time : 5:39 PM
Title : Accuracy


对摺
词曲编曲:方文良
演唱:元若蓝
元若蓝-对摺
我把爱情摺成一列火车
火车开了我没上车
我把笑容摺成一只信鸽
送你一程尽管长途跋涉
我把回忆摺成了音乐盒
寂寞时听甜蜜唱歌
我把体谅摺成一座风车
吹啊吹雾散了就放晴了
我摺再摺对摺再对摺
把不快乐浓缩成快乐
我摺再摺把时间对摺
下个幸福眨眼就来了
我把眼泪摺成一群纸鹤
祝福你最后的选择
我把你呀摺成一朵百合
在我心底盛开永远不褪色
遮住错的就看见对的
我摺再摺对摺再对摺
有两颗心紧紧相连着
两颗心黏着怕什么呢


Blind your eyes, till you can't think logically and sensibly.

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Date : Sunday, July 5, 2009
Time : 7:54 PM
Title : Guilt


Align Right
有时候靠得太近却越看不清,
有时候靠得再近还是看得到之间的距离。

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Date : Saturday, July 4, 2009
Time : 8:27 PM
Title : Luvthematic


歌名:一到十等于我和你 - 范玮琪

有没有人教你怎么倒数爱的推理
堂教主我有一本1到10爱的秘籍
失恋多次的你是否已经没了信心
要怎么一开始要他对你死心塌地

(RAP) 什么都可以丢
但别把爱 爱 爱 丢了
怎么会由爱生恨
你就快变成Hater
你的云 为了什么变的黑的
你累了吗 冷血动物总是比较衰的
喔 爱在哪 唉
如何变成爱 快把仇恨变尘埃
爱的魔术就像鬼斧神差
It’s so easy L-O-V-E
再多一点的关心 爱不能只是句口头禅而已

范:
一段情
两颗心
三个字
是我爱你
无聊时 就
溜出去
期待每天在一起
巴不得 粘着你
就这样的不分离
十全十美的爱情
从一到十等于我和你

(Rap) 爱的故事 就像你生病时照顾你的护士
没有爱要如何度日
我们爱10个数字 1到10
或许不止1到10 其实 爱俯拾即是
何必等良辰吉时 散播快乐散播爱
爱要及时 和仇恨说BYE
有时候难以启齿 但还要得说出来
爱有很多种 爱做很多梦
有些时候带着很多痛
但是我爱人人 人人爱我 噢

范:
有没有人告诉你什么是Luvthematic
堂教主我这一本1到10爱的秘籍
散发你的魅力给你非一般的自信
Blink的Blink的每个男生对你目不转睛
爱一个人真的会活在他影子里
爱一个人只想活在两人世界里
从现在算起 一到十爱的秘籍 就是等于我和你
Luvthematic 的爱情
One for All All for One
我为人人 人人为我
One for All All for One
我爱人人 人人爱我
One for All All for One
我为人人 人人为我
One for All All for One
我爱人人 人人爱我


Let's go on an anti-redfuryanimalwithhugeeyes campaign! :D

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Date : Friday, July 3, 2009
Time : 11:32 PM
Title : Operation GTD


Floating freely.

C:

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Date : Wednesday, July 1, 2009
Time : 7:37 PM
Title : Brisk walking


Mission:
learn how to trust properly.

Let's start with trusting yourself.

The wind accidentally blew through the calendar,
flipping it open piece by piece.

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