I Bleed To Know You're Alive.
Date : Wednesday, December 31, 2008
Time : 6:11 PM
Title : 难得. 荒唐. (黄丽玲)


歌名:难得
歌手:黄丽玲

我还记得 我挽着你的手
天冷时候 一起躲在棉被中
那时我们不害怕 犯错
那时以为天空多 辽阔
朋友都说你后来变沉堕
总是避谈纯真坦白那时候
体贴的人不再追问我 只说
你也有梦 他也有梦
虽然难得 不必心痛
我以为我成熟 以为从此就自由
我尝试着快乐 快乐却不陪着我
爱没有回来了 你已经离开我
回忆紧紧缠住我 像当初不肯分手
我以为我成熟 以为我能好好过
我尝试着堕落 当我想你的时候
爱不会回来了 你已经离开我
却一直住在我心中
如果傻傻的承诺 现在还在一起么
情侣龃龉常常有 WO~
如果寂寞的时候 我已经学会去推脱
他也有梦 我也有梦
虽然难得 不必心痛
我以为我成熟 以为从此就自由
我尝试着快乐 快乐却不陪着我
爱没有回来了 你已经离开我
却一直住在我心中
WOOH~~OH~~WU~~A~~
爱不会回来了 你已经离开我
却一直住在我心中
这样的爱实在难得....

歌曲名:荒唐
演唱:黄丽玲

你哭了吗 我听不到你说话
转身走吧 没有必要再勉强
只是输给了一个诚实的谎话
我们怎么会经不起
背叛的冲刷
你失望吗 我并不是你想象
剩下什么 可以用爱伪装
原谅不是唯一结束问题的回答
我真的开始怀疑 爱情的重量
终于 让我看穿了爱情
我明白这场游戏 输的五体投地
关于你布下的局
终于 我承认了我伤心
我确定把这回忆 抹的干干净净
收拾你的荒唐 然后离去
可不可以让自己逃离
用最后的力气
我们怎么会爱上
彼此的荒唐
收拾你的荒唐 oh~
一幕幕 我闭不上眼睛
残忍的甜蜜
一封封 删不去的简讯
烙在心里 藏在心里
我们爱过的遐想 无法释放
我害怕我不忍心再说一句 我恨你~~

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Date :
Time : 2:57 PM
Title : New Year Resolutions? :D


Flashbacks of 2008
-Relationships that ended abruptly.
-New relationships that came by.
-Relationships that maintained.
-Involvement in interests.
-Found my MIA aunt (whom my mum only saw once before my parents were even married) to replace the another aunt who doesn't want to contact us anymore.

Things to look forward to in 2009!
-Chinese New Year: KL trip!!!!
-(......)
-SYF?
-The big O's....

RESOLUTIONS!
-First priority: Studies.
-Better time management.
-Better money management.
-Better relationship management.
-Improvements.

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Date : Tuesday, December 30, 2008
Time : 11:04 PM
Title : A mouldy pokka :D


Hahaaa. Ohmyohmy. How I miss Microsoft. Welcome back! :D And all the music and photos and better quality of 偶像剧! Microsoft for the win! (Bleh, influenced by my bro).

Doing homework seemed impossible, but tell me shock you, I have completed all my Literature homework today. The poem, the analysis, the characterisation mindmaps in one day. Strong determination today. Haha. Maybe its because yesterday night headache then today wake up felt very 'light' and 'clear' (As in when you have headache you feel 'heavy' and 'blur').

Soon after the renovation of the unit below my house ended, now the unit above is starting another ._.

Quote of the day: He said She said
(Not referring to the song here. )

Same name, similar bag. Nice coincidence. :D
Same age, similar background, almost same name. Where's the real one?

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Date : Monday, December 29, 2008
Time : 10:21 PM
Title : Yummm...


Ham and Egg Sandwich...
Mango Sago Pomelo Cream...
French Toast with Butter and Maple Syrup...

WOO! :D

2008/Holiday is ending in a few days' time. 2009/School is coming in a few days' time. I don't want to break the routine of holidays..............NOOOOOO.

Headache-ing )):

Shall come out with 2009 resolutions by the end of 2008. Or maybe after I have completed my homework...... ._.

PS: Miss Soulmate ):

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Date : Sunday, December 28, 2008
Time : 8:50 PM
Title : Phewww


Emotions can be controlled. Haha but there might be side effects.

歌曲:伤痕
歌手:林忆莲
夜已深
还有什麽人
让你这样醒着数伤痕
为何临睡前会想要留一盏灯
你若不肯说
我就不问
只是你现在不得不承认
爱情有时候是一种沈沦
让人失望的虽然是恋情本身
但是不要只是因为你是女人
若爱得深
会不能平衡
为情困
折磨了灵魂
该爱就爱
该恨的就恨
要为自己保留几分
女人独有的天真
和温柔的天分
要留给真爱你的人
不管未来多苦多难
有他陪你完成
虽然爱是种责任
给要给得完整
有时爱美在无法永恒
爱有多销魂
就有多伤人
你若勇敢爱了就要勇敢分
夜已深
还有什麽人
让你这样醒着数伤痕
为何临睡前会想要留一盏灯
你若不肯说
我就不问
(music)
若爱得深
会不能平衡
为情困
折磨了灵魂
该爱就爱
该恨的就恨
要为自己保留几分
女人独有的天真
和温柔的天分
要留给真爱你的人
不管未来多苦多难
有他陪你完成
虽然爱是种责任
给要给得完整
有时爱美在无法永恒
爱有多销魂
就有多伤人
你若勇敢爱了就要勇敢分
女人独有的天真
和温柔的天分
要留给真爱你的人
不管未来多苦多难
有他陪你完成
虽然爱是种责任
给要给得完整
有时爱美在无法永恒
爱有多销魂
就有多伤人
你若勇敢爱了就要勇敢分
夜已深
还有什麽人
让你这样醒着数伤痕
为何临睡前会想要留一盏灯
你若不肯说
我就不问

Haha this song just keep ringing in my head :D

有點像。。

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Date : Saturday, December 27, 2008
Time : 10:23 PM
Title : Bedtime stories


Hahaaaa. Today after Emaths tuition from 10 to 11.30am, went home to take homework and bathe. Then went to Wenyee's condo there meet Wenyee, Marcus and JiaChyi to do homework. Hah, we only did for a while then we went to Wenyee's house. Then Marcus and JiaChyi went home while I waited for Wenyee to bathe. Met with JiaChyi and went to Vivocity for tuition movie :DD Lol the number of people who went can be counted with two hands. 5 students (Me,Wenyee, Veron, JiaChyi and YanYi), 5 tutors. And JiaChyi only get to go cause Joey not coming. Woo watched the movie Bedtime Stories. After that left with me,Wenyee and JiaChyi again, who took Mrt home and had supper/dinner at gombak. The end.

Ahhhh. My post is damn dry.........

人總希望機會到來。
當機會來臨時,
我們真的有把握好嗎?

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Date : Thursday, December 25, 2008
Time : 7:53 PM
Title : 敷衍


敷衍的問候敷衍的關心敷衍的回復。
敷衍的言語敷衍的舉動敷衍的動作。

敷衍,不如甚麼都不做。


[心脈,一路暢通]第二篇:內心,不可存過多恐懼
'會讓心中的陰霾,一直都存在嗎?'


沒有人有權力要別人為自己改變。





唐禹哲‘s second album D新引力: 16th Jan 2009. :D

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Date :
Time : 1:14 PM
Title : MERRY CHRISTMAS! :D


Woooooo home-made mango pudding <3s.

More 霹靂mit spoilers from Wikipedia:
-Qian Fu Hao has a crush on MS CHERRY.
-Tian Mo Xing shares a close relationship with the mysterious culprit who is causing trouble in their school.
-Tian Mo Xing is Lu Ke Ying's twin sister.
-Lu Ke Ying is involved in most Pi Li Mit's cases.
-Lu Ke Ying may appear to be weak and inferior, but he has a dark side that no one knows about.

Conclusion?

The culprit is Lu Ke Ying? D:

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Date : Wednesday, December 24, 2008
Time : 11:31 PM
Title : Christmas Eve :D


Blogsong:
丝绒的夜色如水,瞳孔好深邃,
穿你织的毛衣,有味醺的感觉,
爱上你也许是那时气氛太唯美,
你的笑像是蛋糕上的草莓,
这一切我却轻易的放手消失在眼前,
太胆怯不敢相信梦会实现,
在这爱上爱的季节。
Merry Christmas,Merry Christmas思念蔓延,
蓝丝绒的神秘爱恋 你在心里面;
Merry Christmas,Merry Christmas闭上双眼,
幸福轻轻划过指间 牵你的手一直到永远。
Merry Christmas,Merry Christmas,
思念蔓延,你在心里面
Merry Christmas,Merry Christmas
闭上双眼,牵你的手一直到永远。
窗前种的天竺葵,是你的香味,
现在很想见你,你有没有听见。
你睡了我还清醒着在城市边界,
远远的传来圣诞夜的铃声。
点亮了幸福感让我心中的勇气加倍,
在最后的钟声12响之前,
不再让你离开身边。
Merry Christmas,Merry Christmas思念蔓延,
蓝丝绒的神秘爱恋 你在心里面;
Merry Christmas,Merry Christmas闭上双眼,
幸福轻轻划过指间 牵你的手一直到永远。
Merry Christmas,Merry Christmas思念蔓延,
蓝丝绒的神秘爱恋 你在心里面;
Merry Christmas,Merry Christmas闭上双眼,
幸福轻轻划过指间 牵你的手一直到永远。

I've been waiting to put this song. :D

Word for the week: 蘿蔔! *winks to Veron*



Though I don't like the vegetable itself.

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Date :
Time : 3:39 PM
Title : 時間的速度


當初盲目的相信,信任,和信仰,是多麼地單純啊。。。

一切從‘可能或不可能’開始。或許現正在找尋的是一種盲目的推動力和‘分心’力吧。

希望有一天不需在懷疑。希望有一天能完全地相信。

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Date : Monday, December 22, 2008
Time : 10:56 PM
Title : 真是的...


I am so adapted to holiday now......

Heard of Emotional Competence?


Date : Saturday, December 20, 2008
Time : 11:42 PM
Title : 累死了


Hohoho. Yesterday and the day before went to gym with Wenyee. Today out for the whole day from ten in the morning to 11 just now (眼睛有點吃不消). Having headache (or motion sickness). I can finally touch-the-pillow and sleep tight tonight :DDD

Organisation is very very important. Just like how I am not organising my time for homework. :/ At the very most I will start burning midnight oil right after Christmas.

Something it takes a neutral and calm mindset to make things work. Things fall into place obediently. And when I am calm, time seems to be slower. Like how I realise time pass quicker when I am in a rush or panicking.

一切的發生就是最好的發生。會順利的,對吧?

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Date : Thursday, December 18, 2008
Time : 9:33 PM
Title : 幻想


不久前在一本書里讀到,長得很漂亮的女主角歌聲五音不全,在KTV卻很不害羞地大唱。有一次男主角不好意思地問她,”你真的這麼喜歡唱歌?” 她對男主角說,“你們男人就是對我們女人有太多得幻想。長得漂亮不代表我們很會唱歌啊。我這麼做只是想要破壞你們的幻想。”

其實不只男人對女人,每個人都會為別人設定一個‘幻想’。有時也可以說成一種'期待'吧。這叫‘jumping to conclusion’。

第一印象本身就是一個例子。如果這個結論下的不好,你就自己關上了能夠了解那個人的機會。如果結論是好的,當你發現那個人不是你所想像的,你應該會感到很矛盾吧?更糟的是,你喜歡的其實是你對那個人下的結論。

因為很多人誤把這個‘幻想’當作‘了解’。

所以,偶爾懷疑一下別人的想法的我真的不是沒有理由的。

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Date : Wednesday, December 17, 2008
Time : 10:33 PM
Title : 好涼阿。。。


有些東西會累積的越來越多,到時就會排山倒海般,一發不可收拾。

假期功課還沒碰到。- -



有些東西我就是不懂得用理智的方式去解決。但至少雨過天晴啦。

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Date : Tuesday, December 16, 2008
Time : 2:08 PM
Title : 唐禹哲 - 告訴我




一个人走一走
街灯下的路口
握不紧的双手

不知怎么形容
已被你击退的我
不知道该往哪躲
想不到挽留的借口

面对面的握手
你已经不爱我
承诺全部没收
让我忘了所有
一个人重新来过
你怎么那么从容
怎么能等不及我回头

狠心的话 全都讲完
剩下的路 各走一半
也许我真的不够勇敢
毕竟相爱一场有太多片段

告诉我 怎么能忘记你的笑容
告诉我 怎么做才是普通朋友

假如你用心守候
不会是这个结果
你说的我都懂
我却不能够 就这样放手

告诉我 悲伤的时候会想起我
告诉我 你舍得让我独自漂泊

有些话说不出口
害怕又犯下了错
分手还没有说泪就先流

面对面的握手
你已经不爱我

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Date : Monday, December 15, 2008
Time : 9:45 PM
Title : 口愛的禹哲




有時過分迷於偶像會變成一種盲目的信仰。

有些人在自己的內心世界是需要有人陪伴,但對我來說,獨立也很不錯。

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Date :
Time : 7:38 PM
Title : ):


The desktop died on my brother this afternoon. I know I was the last one to use it :/ But I only went to haoting and fcmp3.com only.... ): Now I can't go to the two webs already. My stupid brother don't allow me to download the plugs-in needed to play the songs in the webs in his Macbook. )):

Plus, I can't type in Simplified Chinese now.

Well anyway, this week is a 'worrying' week. Haha. Hope I will survive :DD

煉獄天使救世第一章:
當懶惰的肉體從天而降,靈魂就此得到永生。


昨晚睡太多,頭好痛哦。

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Date : Sunday, December 14, 2008
Time : 8:49 PM
Title : 感觉


是否曾对某个人,不管是男是女,感觉到一种很特别的感触?

或许是欣赏?是仰慕?不知道。。。

可是那个人你根本不能说是朋友,有时可能是不认识的。

我却很享受这种奇妙的联系。

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Date :
Time : 7:35 PM
Title : 复杂


“炼狱天使救世改版第三章:
当嫉妒的肉体互相残杀,灵魂的以获得永生。”

霹雳MIT第六集 :D

嫉妒和羡慕是禁区。当你在羡慕人家拥有的东西,试着想想此时此刻或许有人想要你手上的东西。

别人的认同,很重要吗?

自信不该是别人给的。自己该现有自信才能被认同。

但我连自己也无法说服。

只能说,我讨厌有竞争的地方。

错不在那个地方,错在为什么自己会看到竞争。

PS:我所说的话很容易被误解。以上的内容只跟我一个人有关。

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Date : Saturday, December 13, 2008
Time : 9:08 PM
Title : 有的没的


(Apologies to Nurmatha. I know you can't read this post.)

我觉得,用华语表达想要说的话,感觉起来比较诚恳。

你说我胆小好了,我就是怕,怕的想逃到远远的。

不知道从什么时候开始,我学会了逃避。现在遇到不如意的事,我总会对自己说,“就让我人心一次吧!”,替自己找借口。

别以为有了心理准备就万事okay。现实与想象的差距,十个宇宙也不够量。

说我反应慢好了,就算是芝麻绿豆般的小事我也许要想怎么反应才最自然。

因为不懂得怎么反应,所以会怕。因为不懂会发生什么事,所以更怕。

就好像在掉鱼一样,你越没耐心,鱼会跑掉。也像在用手抓鱼似的,你越用力,它越挣扎。

回想起来,这个我能分辨得出是错误的错误已不是第一次犯了。之前,总会觉得我解决事情的能力真的很幼稚。饶了一个大圈,结果那个‘我’又出现了。

在犯错的我,是找不到任何内疚的痕迹。

我不会为谁慢下或加快脚步。

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Date : Friday, December 12, 2008
Time : 10:54 AM
Title : 人生剧展 幸福牌电冰箱






简介内容:
主角是一名潦倒的魔术师,和一个想当编剧的少女。不可缺少,当然是幸福牌的一台电冰箱。因为这台电冰箱,两位陌生人的道路交叉了,也在不知不觉中,拉近了彼此的距离。

因为电冰箱,两人对彼此产生了感情。许多美好的回忆,也似乎被储藏在电冰箱里。

以为这会是永久的,人生却不容许,终於这段感情因外来的因素,似牛奶变酸了。但唯一能庆幸的是,电冰箱的回忆始终都保存著。

短片能从一个意料不到的平常物电冰箱,编出这样让人回味无穷,又令人略有感触的短片。值得一看。。。


涵义:
在「幸福牌电冰箱」中,每样东西都维持在最佳赏味期,不论是「梦想」、「事业」或是「爱情」,只要放进冰箱,美味持续保鲜……。

对剧中的小洁(杨千霈饰)和波波(唐禹哲饰)而言,在尔虞我诈的都市丛林中,单纯美好的梦想,也只能够随著生存廝杀,逐渐失去它的鲜度。但是电冰箱却可以将时间冻结,成为波波与小洁储放梦想与沉淀心情的乌托邦。藉由买食物、吃入食物,以及分享食物间的互动,两人间最亲密的心灵交流由此展开……。看「幸福牌电冰箱」里,两位年轻男女在理想与现实的挣扎中,努力活出自己

制作人:曹瑞原

导演:卢弘、王传宗

编剧:童一宁

演员:霍小洁(杨千霈饰);波波(唐禹哲饰)

在「幸福牌电冰箱」中,每样东西都维持在最佳赏味期,不论是「梦想」、「事业」或是「爱情」,只要放进冰箱,美味持续保鲜……。
对剧中的小洁(杨千霈饰)和波波(唐禹哲饰)而言,在尔虞我诈的都市丛林中,单纯美好的梦想,也只能够随著生存廝杀,逐渐失去它的鲜度。但是电冰箱却可以将时间冻结,成为波波与小洁储放梦想与沉淀心情的乌托邦。藉由买食物、吃入食物,以及分享食物间的互动,两人间最亲密的心灵交流由此展开……。看「幸福牌电冰箱」里,两位年轻男女在理想与现实的挣扎中,努力活出自己

WOOOO! Yuzheeee :DD

Actually this is a quite old show. But fans of Yuzhe will definitely watch this, because got......

禹哲的银幕初吻!

And hey! Its not just one, its x2! Wooo!

You should see the comments on 6/8 of the show (Cause the two kisses are in that part). So funny. People commented that they officially decided to become actresses so that they can work with him, and ya know....

Crazy, but I guess it doesn't hurt to dream. (:

The theme/ending song is nice! But can't find the file if not it will become my blogsong!

梦想接上了延长线
手里紧握着幸福来源
充满了理想的卡片
微笑的表情
将希望冷藏在彩色的空间里面

梦想接上了延长线
温暖了寂寞的空气
以为是终点
路还在蔓延
在不可预知的世界
生活不断在发酵
拥抱怎么保存美好
在夜里像一个小孩
傻傻追逐着梦想

爱从相遇到离开
你不在我该怎么办
如果忘记把握现在
就只能回头看
时间停止了这城市
延长了短暂的新鲜
孤单的原野
把天空渲染成紫色繁星的黑夜
生活不断在发酵
拥抱怎么保存美好
在夜里像一个小孩
傻傻追逐着梦想

爱从相遇到离开
你不在我该怎么办
如果忘记把握现在
就只能回头看

Favourite quote from the show:
“不是说放在冰箱里就不会坏吗?为什么还是坏了?”

很明显,他们的爱情坏了.

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Date : Wednesday, December 10, 2008
Time : 12:54 PM
Title : Noise pollutions


Recently there are alot of construction everywhere. My block is having lift upgrading, the block in front of mine and behind of mine also undergoing it.
Lift upgrading is okay, it's not that noisy.

On top of that, the coffeeshop at my block is in the process of reconstructing.
Okay, it's not noisy enough.

To add on to everything, the unit on top of our unit is under renovation.
YES THAT'S WHAT YOU CALL NOISY.

You will know how I roughly feel now if you are woken up at 10 in the morning by the stupid noises, when you slept at 2-3am last night. (I know it's not that late, but I woke up at 8am yesterday morning.)

I was already very annoyed, irritated already, and Microsoft Words is not helping me! ZZZZ. Lag like some shit. I can't use it properly.

I seriously believe that staying awake for too long has an alchoholic effect. Lol I was self-highing yesterday like I was drunk. And it spreads like virus. To my brother.

And I laughed myself to death after reading posts from my previous blog. Lol. Mainly those in 2006.

CIP Photos:
(All the four people are Siti's and my buddies. )

The pervert brothers: Amos Ngah Boon Kiat and Addy Ngah Boon Wee

Boon Wee they have a Malay father and mother from Indonesia. But the thing is they have chinese names. I don't know what they are seriously.

Oh and Boon Wee was the funny boy from before. The left-arm fractured guy.

The more independent pair: Tay Ho Tat and Lim Wei Zhang.


Didn't have time to take photos with the others ):

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Date : Tuesday, December 9, 2008
Time : 11:24 PM
Title : 找上我算你自己倒楣。


Hahahahaa. Oh no oh no. I am getting lazier! I haven't upload CIP photos. And ya, definitely haven't blog about it too.

Another evidence of laziness will be the pile of undone homework :D

Thought actually the fact why I am not blogging about what's happening has no connection to me being lazy :/

It happens all the time. But it will go away in a while, just like any curable illness.

Okay okay let's talk about things.

Lesson of the day: Always believe your intuition when you are not sure of your/ lost your way. :D

Of course, that only applies to people who can get lost first, which means Road Idiot, like me! :DD

The difference between something who is mature and someone who hasn't grown up is that:

-When they both accidentally do something wrongly, the 'not-grown-up' will think of ways to escape. That person may think, "I shouldn't have done this", "I should have went to do something else", to the extend of, "God! Let me go back in time!". For the mature one, the first thing that appear will be the solution to the mess he/she has made :D

The mature one just do things in the adult way.

Hohoho. I don't like the childish way of how it goes. The concept, the steps, the format, ALL WRONG. Very wrong..

(Nurmatha, actually, it's not really about how it goes, just that it's the 'noun' that makes the difference.)

): I think I am getting harsher with everything.

Why am I talking to my brother through msn when he is just beside me?

是否曾懷疑過自己愛人的能力。
就算是家人或朋友,
甚至是自己?

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Date : Monday, December 8, 2008
Time : 5:32 PM
Title : New blogsong: 回马枪-唐禹哲


请快点卸掉你善良的外衣
也不要唧唧喳喳说个不停
宠你被你说成了没出息 没道理
这个季节的天气好到不行
想忘记你的美丽出去旅行
刚刚出门又中了你的暗器 短信
说你想我回去
难道你非要让我这样左右不定
我已分不清什么是爱请 什么是游戏
你用回马枪在我身上徘徊
不要用古人的兵法来跟我实验
虽然每一次我都装作已无所谓
哪一天 才终结
你用回马枪让我的心疲倦
不要再问我来世还会再爱谁
一个人沿着古老城墙走一遍
才发现 这一次 真的很累
这个季节的天气好到不行
想忘记你的美丽出去旅行
刚刚出门又中了你的暗器 短信
说你想我回去
难道你非要让我这样左右不定
我已分不清什么是爱请 什么是游戏
你用回马枪在我身上徘徊
不要用古人的兵法来跟我实验
虽然每一次我都装作已无所谓
哪一天 才终结
你用回马枪让我的心疲倦
不要再问我来世还会再爱谁
一个人沿着古老城墙走一遍
才发现 这一次 真的很累
你用回马枪在我身上徘徊
不要用古人的兵法来跟我实验
虽然每一次我都装作已无所谓
哪一天 才终结
你用回马枪让我的心疲倦
不要再问我来世还会再爱谁
一个人沿着古老城墙走一遍
才发现 这一次 真的很累

Haha. An impression-leaving song from 唐禹哲 first album.

I think the second album is taking way too long ):

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Date : Saturday, December 6, 2008
Time : 11:11 PM
Title : NEW BLOGSKIN!


Actually wanted to change it yesterday one, but then when I save the template to Macbook, it gave me how the skin will look like instead of giving me html. Thus, I had to ask Nurmatha to mail it to me today. Because my brother is playing Dota on the other computer. ):

Haha my blog title of "All the way" means that I want to do things with all efforts. XD

Today CIP was fun :D I will update about it next time when I use the other computer. I want to upload the photos as well.

I like this blogskin, at least this didn't give me the problem with titles ://

Nights!

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Date : Friday, December 5, 2008
Time : 11:12 PM
Title : Wondering


Just suddenly realise that I am pretty impatient nowsadays. With everyone, and myself.
Expectations. Really kills. I think they are not putting in effort if they fail. I doubt them.

Not as if I have any rights actually.

Though I guess I doubt myself most. I am worst than them. That's why its killing.

Tsk. The "just-one-thought" thing is flooding me.

(Actually that one-thought thing is translated from yi nian zhi cha).

It's true that people have many faces. I am just trying to sort out which faces belong to them.

My shadow is as confused as I am, I guess.

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Date :
Time : 8:35 PM
Title : HEY!


Woo! Accessing blogger through my bro's White Macbook. I like playing with the GarageBand. Haha Got a recording thing then you can change the pitch XDDDDD Just that he needs to get a mouse. And a cooler pad. :D

Let's talk about camp now!

My group was the Banana group. Lol. Consisting of Rifdi as the leader, Suba, Serene and Sherlyn.

Things we did:
Amazing race.
Night walk no1.
Water games.
Preparation for Evening of Drama.
Evening of Drama/POP/BBQ.
Night walk no2.
SYF lecture.

Lol I hate the night walk terribly :X If people are together for the whole time, then maybe it's quite okay la. But then they kind of abandoned and scattered us in the basketball court plus fitness corner there. Lol Luckily I wasn't splash with any water or what, unlike Kendra. I think I tied the blindfold, which is just a towel, too tightly or something. (Trauma from Sec 2 camp haha. Instructor was quite retarded. It's not like I wanted the blindfold to fall out for three times.) Lol seems like blood can't circulate properly. ): Oh the worst part was after we were placed somewhere, we were to take out our blindfold and run back to our sleeping room (classroom above ava1) in 15 secs. For those who are myopic 35 secs. Lol. You should try blindfolding yourself for like one hour and more, you will get what I mean (: You can't really see properly. Ya So I had to drag Kendra up cause her degree of myopia is 700 plus? D:

I didn't go for the second nightwalk though. Tell you why later.

A few things went wrong for the BBQ time. Lol one thing was that Siti fell down and sprained her ankle?

This is what happened:
*Siti and I went back to the room to get the cards made for the seniors. Then we walked down to the basketball court there, where some of members were bbqing. Then Valerie said that they need the cards upstairs in the hall right then, so we kind of ran up*
Me: "I can't run well with my slippers."(Actually I was trying to mean, I scared I will fall down.)

Next moment, Siti fell down the 3-steps stairs outside bookshop.

And her camera flew 3 metres away.

Scary thing to happen DDD:

Ya because of that, Siti can't go for the nightwalk. So Ms Rina asked her to stay in the Staff Room lounge with her. Ms Rina agreed that I could come along when Siti asked. Then Brigitte called us to bring Kendra along. And Ta-da, we enjoyed the time at the Staff Room lounge, watching Little Nyonya and playing Scrabble. Lol.

For the evening of drama, my group joined with the watermelon group. Had this weird play about St. Peter played by Amanda. People have to go and tell him how much they have suffered on Earth to be allowed to the heaven. Lol. Shao Fen pawned the whole thing. She had the role of seducing St. Peter. With extreme and exaggerated actions.

Lol the other play by Apple and Berries was quite cute also. Valerie, the narrator reads a story, then other people will respond with a fixed line everytime their name is read. Lol the cute ones will be Boxi, the automobile which go "Hoink hoink", the same Boxi as the cat, which goes "Meow" with emotions, and lastly, the handsome guy who goes "Ha hi", I think. Can't remember, but it was really funny.

The two nights I spent there were horrible. Lol first night we couldn't stay up late because Ms Rina slept with us. So I think I slept at 1 to 2. Then the second night, Alexandra stayed with us, without Ms Rina, who is sleeping in the Staff Lounge with some juniors. Lol I didn't sleep very late I think. But for both the morning, I was the first to wake up :X 5.30am I will be flipping and flipping to wait for someone to wake up ))): And I kept waking through the night. It was quite scary. It's like you will force yourself to close your eyes, even though you don't want to sleep. Didn't want to see something abnormal :D

The water bombs were fun. Lol. We got to have a round of free throws. First was members hit leaders. Then the leaders will get their chance to throw at us. It was a hot afternoon. Water is cooling (:

Yesterday slept from six to ten this morning. 16 hours of sleep. I didn't know I could sleep so well and so long. Not as if I felt tired yesterday. But I guess the bed was just irresistible :D


Haha compared to KO ONE, she is prettier in X-family. Must be because of her hair. KO ONE she had too long hair.

PS: The reason why my brother is so 'kind' to lend me his macbook is because he can't play maple here. Lol. In the meantime while using this I can't watch X-family. Downloaded it in the computer. Zzzzz. )):

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Date : Thursday, December 4, 2008
Time : 2:13 PM
Title : BACK!


Hahaa! Back from camp! OH FINALLY. I miss my bed and my home, sweet home. Alot of things happened during camp. Didn't really seemed like it was only three days. Shall blog about it next time because I have better things to do today :P And surviving the nights on the cement floor with a layer of sleeping bag is not helping much. I need to sleep properly tonight.

Random:
Everytime when I changed an idol to idolize, my mum will say I am damn 花心. Lol Then recently I realise I am 花心 for quite a lot of stuffs, where 花心 is allowed :D Or rather, I am quite fickle-minded with almost everything. It's just a thought that changes all situation and decision afterall. For me. :D

Okay enough of the random stuff. Ask a question. If someone poke a stick at a tortoise, what will the tortorise do?

Yes, hide your face and retreat. That's what they call "reflex action". No one can stop it either.

I am just that distinct. It's either all the way, or no way at all. :D

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Date : Tuesday, December 2, 2008
Time : 12:08 PM
Title : BYEBYE!


Yesterday started rewatching 终极一家 :/ Cause that time I didn't finish the whole thing. And now I forgot everything that happen in front. So ya, start from scratch ):

WOO! Fell in love with 唐禹哲again! How contradicting. A few weeks ago I just tore down his $2 poster that I bought in Comic Connection from the wall beside my bed. But then that poster is quite long already. That time he took that picture was a few years ago I guess. Went to his blog yesterday. His spine is not well. Lol. They say if he don't see doctor and follow up the case, the bone will slip off. DD: Haha I think its quite amusing to see comments from fans. They go,"MISS YOU SO MUCH." like they are his girlfriend? So scary :X That's the power of celebrity.

Heeeee. I will be off for camp in an hour's time. BYEBYE! :DD

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Date : Monday, December 1, 2008
Time : 11:53 AM
Title : Craps


悸动。

是他有你想要的,

你却什么也给不了他。



暗恋。

是如果他在你结束你的单恋后出现在你面前,

你会不知不觉地再次注意他。



前恋。

是在你一个人寂寞的时候,

回想起只属于你们的回忆。



如果你不想伤害人,就不该因为一时的寂寞而拥抱他。



Quote from book:
"朋友都说我变得开朗积极了,事实是,真实的我已经死掉,那个掠夺了我名字的影子,挂着笑脸,坚强亮丽地出现人前。

我恨透了那个虚伪的影子。"

你所说的,
只不过是那个影子。
可是有反应的,
不是它。



‘无名’上。

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