I Bleed To Know You're Alive.
Date : Friday, October 31, 2008
Time : 9:41 PM
Title : Guiltttt


Kufufu? Mukuro?


Whenever my passion for something fades off and I feel passion for another thing, I feel guilty.

I know, it's weird. I feel I betrayed something.

The most bizarre thing is that, that only happens to object/things, not human.

Tell me I am not thinking too much and I am normal.

呐喊 - 张韶涵 - Over The Rainbow

我一个人站在放眼无际的荒原
看着地的尽头天的边缘 看不见
我一个人等待经过无限的时间
感觉所有回忆旋转围绕我身边
我还记得当初曾经和你 一起走到这个地方
静静躺在彼此身旁 看着月亮等着太阳
我说从此这一颗心 再不会有别的方向
你也承诺将我双手 紧握着不放
然而现在你我走过 多少时间更替轮转
同样地方却已换上 不一样的景象
现在回荡在天空的 只有我悲凉的呐喊
ho-hai-yah.......ho-hai-yah.......
ho-hai-yah.......ho-hai-yah.......
天晴朗,天蔚蓝,我的心,好黑暗。
我还记得当初曾经和你 一起走到这个地方
静静躺在彼此身旁 看着月亮等着太阳
我说从此这一颗心 再不会有别的方向
你也承诺将我双手 紧握着不放
然而现在你我走过 多少时间更替轮转
同样地方却已换上 不一样的景象
现在回荡在天空的 只有我悲凉的呐喊
ho-hai-yah.......ho-hai-yah.......
ho-hai-yah.......ho-hei-yah......
天晴朗,天蔚蓝,我的心,好黑暗。
冷风吹在我的耳边 吹得让我不能听见
听见你说过的誓言 已经消失在这荒原
冷风吹皱一片水面 唤醒沉睡着的时间
隐约看见你的容颜 只是眼神已经改变

Body...
Detected.
Soul...
Detected.
MISMATCH.

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Date : Thursday, October 30, 2008
Time : 1:48 PM
Title : Ciaossu!



Disclaimer: This girl is not naked - -

Lol. Katekyo Hitman Reborn 105 is out!!*hops around*


Colonello is loveeee! :D Sacrificed himself twice): *heartbreaks* And acrobaleno Lal Mirch is cute! Especially when she was talking to Colonello and he touched her face after the curse! Awwww!

Reborn holding the box containing Colonello's pacifier is KAWAII! :D Made the box look huge!

Twenty minutes per week is not enough to satisfy my addiction ):

/Edit:


Cute not?! Credits to XuanEr! :D Thanks!

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Date : Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Time : 1:42 PM
Title : Rotttingg.......


I on-ed the computer without any motive at first, and specially told myself "I shouldn't blog today". Lol.

Bridging starts today. How exciting! - - Lol. Today's schedule is Literature, Mother Tongue, Break, followed by English. If not for Valerie Wong, I would have went for the Literature in the morning, without knowing that I only need to attend two days. It's like just so coincidentally, yesterday she asked me about Literature Enrichment. I feel so heng. Thanks boyfriend! (:

Ya in the end went for Higher Mother Tongue and went home! Kendra forgot to bring Shinsin Doumei Cross Volume 7 & 8 ): Haha though I read finish in the Internet, but the monitor can never replace the joy of reading from a book! :D

Have I ever said that I am envy of people who are able to be really close friends with the opposite gender without stepping over the line?

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Date : Tuesday, October 28, 2008
Time : 10:42 PM
Title : YOO!


It's easy to fake high O:

Yesterday went all the way to Takashimaya again with Wenyee. I don't know why. She called at 12.00pm when I was half awake and half asleep cause I just woke up, and suggested to go Kinokuniya. (Yea again!) Lol. In the end spent around 1 hour in it, and went to Yoshinoya to sit and chat. Came up with plans of A, B, C, D, but in the end today we concluded to take plan Z instead. Lol.

Today had "YOU CAN DO IT" programme. Lol. Okay la quite fun. My group got alot of 3e4s (Duh, the whole programme is populated with us afterall).


I guess, people need purpose to continue living.







Finding distractions to distract yourself from finding a purpose is a bad example :D

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Date : Sunday, October 26, 2008
Time : 7:57 PM
Title : Takashimaya


Lol. Went out with Veron and Wenyeeeeeeeeeee. To Takashimaya. Kind of got lost at first D: Even with Veron who is not suppose to be a 'road idiot'. Ya I think it takes talent to get lost in Singapore so many times. We are talented afterall :D

After eating at Yoshinoya, went to Kinokuniya, and was traumatised to find out that, my book, "When you love a guy who only loves himself" , was not there! ): [That time I told Nurmatha about the book and we discussed who should read this book too. Lol :P] Yea then we stood/sat there reading this 心理测验 book, which can hit the target nicely which makes it creepy, and also hit out of the atmosphere sometimes. Lol I guess all 心理测验 book are like that? Not 100% accurate.

Yea then Veron left to find her aunt. Anyways, she rebonded her hair :D Soft-rebonding, but she left her fringe alone. Thinking about it, I think I never mentioned that she moved to Bukit Panjang for almost a month?

Lol at Orchard mrt station, there was this girl who asked if we could lend her phone to call her friend. So I lent. She gave me 60 cents for making two calls and sending a message. Lol zuan dao. And Wenyee kept commenting she smelled very nice. Haha. I thought I smelled food on her:/


/Edit: I forgot about photos!

At Mrt station.


Nurmatha, I can hear you shouting "monster". - -

Oh oh! Nurmatha yesterday asked me "Why you don't know?", referring to my previous post.
And I answered,"The answer is I don't know, the question is.... *think think think* I don't know also ;///"

And right, Nurmatha, I am so sorry I scammed you. That was a quote from 绅士同 ShinshiDoumeiCross :D

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Date : Saturday, October 25, 2008
Time : 9:49 PM
Title : Heart test <3


Your result for The Heart Test...

Slave to Emotions



The Slave to Emotions

Dependent, Idealistic, Intimate, Indulgent


You are the most emotional of hearts, the Slave to Your Emotions. You crave love, and have high standards for love. You are very intimate and value harmony with a mate. Sometimes you may feel that you are over-emotional and see this as a curse at times, because you are so emotionally-charged, and you so greatly desire love. You might want to break the emotional chains that bind you, but find that the ideals of love and intimacy are firmly shackled to you and cannot be severed.


Matches for the Slave to Emotions:


The Bleeding Heart

The Bleeding Heart is idealistic and indulgent as you are, and just as love-needy, making for lots of shared common ground. You'll also find the Bleeding Heart to be more passionate and fun-loving, something that at first might turn you off, but you will find this will provide a perfect balance to your intimate nature.


The Heart of Gold

The Heart of Gold values harmony and unity just as you do, and shares your ideals of love and intimacy, but is more independent. The Heart of Gold will never leave you and always be there to love you, and this above all else you will appreciate. The Heart of Gold's loving nature will make you feel as if you have found someone to help carry your rattling emotional chains, and that they are glad to do it.


The Patron Saint's Heart

The Patron Saint's Heart craves love just as you do and value harmony and togetherness as well, but is more down-to-earth and passionate than you. However, you will value these more sensual qualities, and the Patron Saint's more protective and loving nature will make you feel loved needed, something value greatly.




Your exact opposite is The Lord's Heart.




Avoid Explicits when possible. They're open and frank nature is contrary to yours. You may also want to avoid Independents unless they have other qualities you seek to balance them out, as you are a person who craves closeness with another person.

Take The Heart Test at HelloQuizzy

It's doesn't hurts to say 'I don't know' at times...

That's why,

I don't know.

Adore the silence :D

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Date : Friday, October 24, 2008
Time : 11:28 PM
Title : The end ):


Lol. Finished reading ShinshiDoumeiCross already.

Whenever I finish a manga/story/etc, I feel...weird? Lol.

Okay at least, this is a super happy ending :D

Lol imagine you have a twin, and the rule of your family is that one of you have to be a substituition of the other because generally your family fall ill easily, which means that one of you will be pronounced dead, how would you feel?

That's... Woww! O:

& imagine yourself being sold away by your father for 50 million yen, and have always been wanting your father to acknowledge you, but in the end found out that he just sent you back to your 'real' father.

Yea! That's how complicated the story is! But it's nice :D

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Date :
Time : 2:17 PM
Title : Manga <3s! :D


Yesterday started reading the comic 绅士同盟(Shinshi Doumei Cross ) The Gentleman Alliance Kendra lent me!!! The thing about borrowing comics from Kendra is that people will ask, "Eh that one porn uh?" - -

It's another story of the same genre as 萌男友. & they are awfully similar. This one also have two guys looking alike who likes the female lead. In this case, they are twins. Aiya the storyline is damn chim.

Sometimes I don't really like manga cause all the characters looks almost the same and I always have problem recognising them :// Chionged five books yesterday cause thats the number I have on my hands. Suppose to have 11 volume, and I need to wait until next week then can borrow from Kendra ):

I think right, there is something wrong with me. Usually people read comics is 'touch and go', but I always stop and ponder about stuffs that don't really matter. Ya, and when the male lead said, "你喜欢我是因为我是'闲雅'!", I started thinking about how other factors can affect our feelings lol.

He said that because he is the subtituition of the real 闲雅, he is just his twin brother who is forced to pretend to be him.

When you like someone, is it because of their popularity, because people expected it this way,
Or ,
because of who they really really are?

Oh anyway anyway, continuing about yesterday, had a farewell party for Mrs Wai! :D

The end. Ciao Ciao!

/Edit: onemanga.com has the whole of the chapters. Oh my god!

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Date : Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Time : 2:50 PM
Title : End of post-exam


Lol. Before I start anything, I think I should make things clear. In the previous post where I said, "(Haha if its starting to sound familiar, good for you!;D)", it means that only some people will understand.(when I mean some, it means like 1-3 people?) Come on! I won't be so boring to put that for fun right? There is alot of hidden meanings everywhere, which in some cases only I know about it. Lol. That is why I enjoy blogging :D

Yesterday was the second day for the public speaking thing. Was suppose to prepare a speech beforehand but I didn't :/ So those people who didn't prepare were to pair up with someone and sell that friend? Lol as in promote that friend so that people will be willing to buy . Promoted Valerie Wong :D

After that went to TemasekPolytechnic. Lol just as I stepped onto the bus, Mr Damian was talking to Mr Seow, saying he look like a typical Poly student. That reminded me of Hidekazu Ichinose ): Before I could say anything, Valerie said, "No? You look old." Lol & I realised that last time I thought Mr Damian look young, but after looking at Hidekazu Ichinose...... Yea Mr Damian looks mature :D

Went to the Poly and hear them talk about IR and Intelligence building. I guess the most attractive thing was the free food because I was hungry :// Haha.

After that stayed back awhile with Siti, Valerie, MinLi to wait for Kendra to go back home to bring the cloth for the banner that we are going to paint. Then saw the ugly monster, Nurmatha, in the canteen Lol. Idiot soulmate, so easily distracted. I left before Kendra came lol.

Today had AGM? 3 pieces of big rocks and 9 small pieces of small ones to achieve the big one. After that continued the Public speaking thing. When it ended, the instructors took picture with us :D

Then when I went down while walking the staircase, saw Nurmatha in the canteen. This girl uh, more distracted than yesterday. Nurmatha! Nothing can affect you okay (No pun intended here)! Too bad you miss my hug today XP

Just watched Katekyo Hitman Reborn 104. Disappointed. It's less than twenty minutes..... )):

Quoteee:
"Never pretend understanding through criticisms."


Date : Monday, October 20, 2008
Time : 6:13 PM
Title : New Blog? :D


Haha. It was a abrupt decision. But I have deleted my previous blog and settled myself with this one :D

So I have decided to copy and paste the latest 3 posts from my previous blog. I don't know what's my reason in doing so, but I don't see any reason for not doing it. LOL.

About the music, I am having a hard time deciding if I should let the music stay or put Hibari's character monologue. So I think the music will be here for a while first.

Byeeeee for now!

/Edit: Anyone can enlighten me on how to get all the titles for every post even when they are on the same day?

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Date :
Time : 4:15 PM
Title : Post-exam/O levels?


Hahaaaa Even though its O levels, my brother is still as slack as ever. Using computer while revising, thats nice.

Today started off badly ): If there is something called "SundayNight/MondayMorning Insomia", I shall admit I have it! Lol. Last week was the same, but I put the blame on the Ice Mocha I drank that day. But this time's different, I didn't drink coffeeeee! Just somehow physically I am tired, but I can't seem to "rest my mind"(quoted from Wiki) D: Wowwww.

For three consecutive days sec 3s are going through this Public Speaking Enrichment thing. Not very boring, not very fun. But I guess it is beneficial for us. I like what one of the instructor said about putting audience before yourself. (Haha if its starting to sound familiar, good for you!;D)

Oh! Today get my chocolate cream biscuit from Girl Guides! Wooo! I don't know why alot of people prefered the mint one. I always like original stuffs :D

"Stupid mint stay away from my cookie!"
(If it sounds familiar again, good for you!:D)

But okay la, the mint one is not bad also. So I should say:
"Stupid brother stay away from my cookie!"

I know he's going to eat all of it if I don't stop him.

Saw Astroboy and got high for 5 secs......LOL.

Something I learnt from one of my books:
"Even if you take a long time to absorb something, if you are able to produce something, its good. But if you take a short time in absorbing something but not able to produce anything, then, you are wasting your time."

Respect is very, very, very, very important.

Saw this book at Kinokuniya, titled, "When you fall in love with a guy who only love himself". Browsed through it and it's pretty interesting. And yea, I am going to get my hands on that boooook!

Have you been to a Chocolate Paradise before? (: Choooooccooolaaaateeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!! :D

Katekyo Hitman Reborn 104 Raw is out ): No subbed ones. Hibari&Gokudera!!!!!!!!!!!

Quoteeee:
"Everyone, is good at picking out mistakes/flaws of others, but they never look at themselves. "

会为了一点小事而伤了彼此的友情吗?是谁点燃了导火线呢?为什么又会任由这一点小事做阻碍呢?为什么已经....无所谓了?

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Date : Sunday, October 19, 2008
Time : 1:34 AM
Title : Hidekazu Ichinose



KILL ME STAB ME STRUGGLE ME!
I WANT TO DIE NOWWWW!

Know what? Gokudera's voice actor Hidekazu Ichinose is the same age as Mr Damian.

Yea dirty thirty one.
Should I praise him for looking young or what?

Wthh!! How to accept this harsh fact? I always though he is like only twenty plus!

And on top of that, Hibari's voice actor is younger than him by two whole years.



*calm downnnnnnn*







Lol. Love Idolising shall have no boundaries. Even if its call 'not young', I shall still be his fan! :D

(Will pretend he is twenty something.Okay it's a joke.)

His age doesn't make him less charming, attractive, funny, shuai, cute, ......................................

SOOO! I still love idiolizes him all the same! :D With no difference from before!

Hidekazu Ichinose <3s!

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Date : Saturday, October 18, 2008
Time : 10:38 PM
Title : Enneagram test


Just took the "Quick and painless enneagram test" from OkCupid.com

7 - the Adventurer

you chose AX - your Enneagram type is SEVEN (aka "The Enthusiast").

"I am happy and open to new things"
Adventurers are energetic, lively, and optimistic. They want to contribute to the world.

How to Get Along with Me

Give me companionship, affection, and freedom.
Engage with me in stimulating conversation and laughter.
Appreciate my grand visions and listen to my stories.
Don't try to change my style. Accept me the way I am.
Be responsible for youself. I dislike clingy or needy people.
Don't tell me what to do.

What I Like About Being a SEVEN

being optimistic and not letting life's troubles get me down
being spontaneous and free-spirited
being outspoken and outrageous. It's part of the fun.
being generous and trying to make the world a better place
having the guts to take risks and to try exciting adventures
having such varied interests and abilities

What's Hard About Being a SEVEN

not having enough time to do all the things I want
not completing things I start
not being able to profit from the benefits that come from specializing; not making a commitment to a career
having a tendency to be ungrounded; getting lost in plans or fantasies
feeling confined when I'm in a one-to-one relationship

SEVENs as Children Often

are action oriented and adventuresome
drum up excitement
prefer being with other children to being alone
finesse their way around adults
dream of the freedom they'll have when they grow up

SEVENs as Parents

are often enthusiastic and generous
want their children to be exposed to many adventures in life
may be too busy with their own activities to be attentive

The above is pretty true. I can't say 100% because these things are quite general and not very specific.

If you are interested in taking the test, click here

Lol somehow you have to create an account for it and must be at least 18 years old. I accidentally pressed 1910 ._.


Ciaos for now.

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