I Bleed To Know You're Alive.
Date : Sunday, November 30, 2008
Time : 5:53 PM
Title : 问题出在我自己身上


I started blogging because I thought it was a way to voice out how I feel. But that was when I don't have close friends that are good listeners. (To be specific, it's when Nurmatha appears :D) I guess the reason why I thought blogging was the same as talking to friends because basically they reacted the same like readers from the net? (E.g. You get excited over something you get, then they say you are showing off??) I don't know what's my point in here, but I don't like it when I can't say what I want to say ):

[Though I know people will say it's your blog you are free to say whatever you want, but then there will also be people saying, "You must be responsible on what you write on your blog." Oh wells.]

Yesterday CIP. Haha the children were quite cute. There was this boy who looks like chinese, spoke to his mother in Malay, and to his friends in Chinese. After confirming him in chinese, he has a mother who is a Malay and a father who is a Chinese. He is a Peranakan! :D

Then there was this other boy with an injured arm, I guess fractured? Just when we were going to leave and I was giving out sweets, I went out to him.
Me: "Eh, why your hand like that?"
Boy: "Fall down."
M:"Fractured?"
B: "????" *he gave me a puzzle look*
M: "Broke your bone?"
B: "I think so."
M: "Ohhh..." *i showed him the comparison of my elbows* "I broke my left arm before, see? Got diff right?"
B: "Waaaa.O: "
*he went away and talked to someone*
B: "Hey, just now got this funny girl, her arms different one!"

LOL. He called me 'funny girl'. Though after that I told him that when he grows up his arm will be like mine. He indirectly called himself 'funny'. Ha-ha.

Quote from one of the library-borrowed book:
“如果回的去原来的自己,我就勇往直前地奔向你的爱情。”

Don't misunderstand my point though. But if I am who I was, maybe some things will be different and clearer and easier to explain :D

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Date : Friday, November 28, 2008
Time : 6:57 PM
Title : 回忆是过期的快乐


Did I fall in love with FaceBook again? D:

Anyway, changed my blogsong.

Haha today's cca ended at 12.40pm. Stupid Nicholas 'locked' all of us in computer lab 1 from the outside. Lol not really 'lock', but he just did something on the outside that made us not able to open the door. Haha then we need to scream (kidding....) for help from SJAB members :D

After that went Mac with Valerie and Siti. Lol Aw! Valerie is obsessed over the letter 'S'. :D Because a few things she likes start with 's'. Lolll.

Ohmygod. Justen (a baby with my mum's friend babysits) cried and refused to let me go home today when I went to that auntie's house to get something. AHH SO CUTE!

Next tuesday. 2nd December 2008. Is a very very special day.
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Drama Club first overnight camp! 3day2night! WOOO! :DDDD

PS: SOMEONE DISAPPEARED?! (LOL!)

Lyrics:
(In cantonese)
歌曲:幸运儿
歌手:冯曦妤

曲 编:陈光荣填词:冯曦妤

从未怕我会失礼为我劳苦都不计
还在说我如上天赏给你的奖励
其实我那算宝贵尚有你宠先珍贵
眼看今天一切统统都靠你先可发辉

就算翻天风雨盖过我
攻击批判都很多
不管怎样也有你陪着我再痛苦撑得过
未见得位位都会爱我
在这个世界伪装的很多
谁似你会讲真话帮我感激鞭策我
来让我送给你这阙歌


从未怕我会失礼为我劳苦都不计
还在说我如上天赏给你的奖励
其实我那算宝贵尚有你宠先珍贵
眼看今天一切统统都靠你先可发辉

就算翻天风雨盖过我
攻击批判都很多
不管怎样也有你陪着我再痛苦撑得过
未见得位位都会爱我
在这个世界伪装的很多
谁似你会讲真话帮我感激鞭策我
就算出错未放低我

就算翻天风雨盖过我
攻击批判都很多
不管怎样也有你陪着我再痛苦撑得过
未见得位位都会爱我
在这个世界伪装的很多
谁似你会讲真话帮我感激鞭策我
被你爱心栽种现今终於结果
来让我送给你这阙歌

(Chinese version....)

避风港

也许曾让你失望 你从不放在心上
在你心中我有别人没有的漂亮
甜的都留给我尝 苦的只会自己扛
遇上风风雨雨你会把我藏进你衣裳
握着你的手我不愿放
千金不换的温暖
无穷无尽的爱护 来自你凝望我的目光
对我好 不要求我偿还
因为这份爱 是天下无双
有你在我才学会勇敢 坚持我梦想
DA LA DA ...
感谢你 当我的 避风港
也许曾让你失望 你从不放在心上
在你心中我有别人没有的漂亮
甜的都留给我尝 苦的只会自己扛
遇上风风雨雨你会把我藏进你衣裳
握着你的手我不愿放
千金不换的温暖
无穷无尽的爱护 来自你凝望我的目光
对我好 不要求我偿还
因为这份爱 是天下无双
有你在我才学会勇敢 坚持我梦想
赠我翅膀 让我飞 翔~~~
握着你的手我不愿放
千金不换的温暖
无穷无尽的爱护 来自你凝望我的目光
对我好 不要求我偿还
因为这份爱 是天下无双
有你在我才学会勇敢 坚持我梦想
面对风风雨雨 我再不会迷茫
换我来 当你的 避风港

谁会因为想要被心疼而故装软弱?
她的名字叫女人!
PS: 我是女生.

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Date : Wednesday, November 26, 2008
Time : 11:55 AM
Title : 太聪明就想太多越倔强越没路走



(With thick eyeliner?)


Ohhh no. Recently didn't really posted much. More like copy and paste all the way. Lol. But no choice ): There are things that are not suppose to appear on the blog XD

静电 卓文萱

你就坐在我对面
容貌没什么改变
改变的那些都看不见
但是我相信我的直觉
有些梦想已实现
有些早已经沉淀
时间曾在我们这一边
直到我们的世界瓦解
爱 没改变 只是瘦了一圈
消失的是什么 让我如此怀念
凭语言 凭感觉 凑不出从前
只记得微弱的静电
我越来越没概念
对爱有更多偏见
干脆培养更多的消遣
日子不见得会不方便
消失的那一些 以为不会怀念
凭语言 凭感觉 想不起细节
爱 被时间 偷走许多情节
消失的那一些 多希望能怀念
凭语言 凭感觉 爱情的细节
只剩下微弱的静电
不 我不是 要向你抱怨
只是偶尔对你想念

有时单纯点,事情就不会那么复杂(:

/Edit:
Went out in the afternoon with Wenyee to eat at Westmall's Pastamania Lol it was my breakfast and lunch, but its her last night's dinner and today's breakfast and lunch D:

After going to the library, went to her house XD


(It's only after taking the pictures that I realise her phone is in VGA mode, when it can be 3.2 megapixel....)

WOOO we love talking ;D

期待,很累人。
期望,会淹死人。

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Date : Tuesday, November 25, 2008
Time : 7:34 PM
Title : 已经不能往后退了(:


自己找答案 卓文萱

所有人都劝我小心 你一定会带来伤心
我微笑但没有回应 闻着你黑色的皮衣
闻到了奔驰的刺激 你载我飞去看流星
他们用听说来决定 我要拥抱你来懂你
不够靠近 谁看得清
我自己找答案 谁说的都不算
你会是礼物还是炸弹
就让我亲手打开看
要自己找答案 每颗心都有阴暗和蔚蓝
只有我看过你脆弱简单
她留得照片还有信 你点火烧成了灰烬
说有我不需要曾经 把最后一口烟吐尽
你吻我到不能呼吸 我哭了但没有声音
他们用听说来决定 我要拥抱你来懂你
不够靠近 谁看得清
我自己找答案 谁说的都不算
你会是礼物还是炸弹
就让我亲手打开看
要自己找答案 每颗心都有阴暗和蔚蓝
只有我看过你脆弱简单
我自己找答案 谁说的都不算
你会是礼物还是炸弹
就让我亲手打开看
要自己找答案 每颗心都有阴暗和蔚蓝
我只想安慰你有的混乱
我只想安慰你有的混乱

Officially introducing this song to HoWenYee :D

Talk about jerks and tripping. Lol.

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Date : Monday, November 24, 2008
Time : 9:54 PM
Title : 不想把你当敌人去防备


郭静-界线

手机响了一夜没接 该不该回电
照片散了一地没捡 该不该想念
什么让我变胆怯 我觉得晕眩
还不想 去定位 对你的感觉
感情太美 还没心理准备
友情太甜 又变得太暧昧
我爱你 太强烈 我该往后退
爱情的底限 也许我不该跨越
我爱你 太遥远 我还学不会
爱情的界线 我站在边缘
眼神开始有些交会 在每个瞬间
心里开始有错觉 在每一个黑夜
没有你在身边会觉得不安全
我不想 用爱上你 解释这一切
感情太美 还没心理准备
友情太甜 又变得太暧昧
我爱你 太强烈 我该往后退
爱情的底限 也许我不该跨越
我爱你 太遥远 我还学不会
爱情的界线 我站在边缘
朋友是最好定位
情人关系太多变
不想把你当敌人去防备
我爱你 太强烈 我该往后退
爱情的底限 也许我不该跨越
我爱你 太遥远 我还学不会
爱情的界线 我站在边缘
我爱你 太强烈 我该往后退
爱情的底限 也许我不该跨越
我爱你 太遥远 我还学不会
爱情的界线 我站在边缘
爱情的底线 我站在边缘
在疯狂的世界 爱看的见
(My blogsong-to-be, just need to wait to upload to imeem....)

Marvelous cream. Belgium Banana Chocolate. I LOVE CHOC!:D

Hahahahahaaaa. Went to JB today with my mum. Then met with my cousins and aunt. (Visited my uncle at the hospital. Admitted again D:) Terron and Terryn (my nephew and niece) are all soooo cute. Wooo!

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Date : Saturday, November 22, 2008
Time : 9:52 PM
Title : 有些事不理就不会有事


Swiss open house today. Didn't really enjoy it though. As in, it's not about the activities in it or what, but just that my mood doesn't allow me to enjoy? D: Heee. But finally pass Nurmatha's present to her! WOOO PIGLET AND PIGNURMATHA.

Today's dinner was pretty special. Reunion? Woww.

Though its not as if my blood will tingle and know what's happening. I just don't get affected by things like this. After all, I am cold-blooded :D

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Date : Friday, November 21, 2008
Time : 10:33 PM
Title : 问题会随着时间蒸发



Notice any difference? Hint: Spectacles.

Yup! I changed my spectacles because my ex one is spoilt somehow. It's a very rare situation thus I don't know how to explain.

My new one:



At first when I was choosing the spectacles, I kept insisting I don't want half-frame. Cause that time some magazine said that people with round face should avoid half frame. (That was after I got my ex spects). But after that got persuaded in looking at half frame somehow. And I actually wanted a black one cause easier to go with clothes. But this design with black colours frame has blue at the side, which is not that nice. Thus, I settled with this purple (yes, again), and half frame spectacles.

Argh my eyesight is getting worse. Increased in both eyes. But it was a miracle that they balanced up. Now both of them read -200. Lol. & Ohmygod, I have astigmatism. My left eye. I forgot I remember. I am supposed to know since I have it very very young cause last time, before I was short-sighted. (my mum told me). I have live 15 years with astigmation without lens correction. Not until now :D

This week's pretty hectic. Or maybe it's because I need to wake up pretty early almost every morning. And how can I ever sleep early in the night? Even if I do, it will get interrupted somehow. Blame myself. Vibration of phone is loud enough to wake me up. Like, I use my phone as an alarm, and I usually wake up when the vibration just started and before the ringtone begin. Even when my brother's phone vibrates, which is one level higher from me (double decker), I wake up earlier than him ._. But on the other hand, night calls and sms will never be missed out. Lol.

Heyyyyy, what's reborn 108 doing?

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Date : Thursday, November 20, 2008
Time : 7:44 PM
Title : Blogsong <3


歌曲:雨
歌手:翼势力 专辑:翼势力同名专辑

雨不停滴落在眼前
窗口凝视海岸线
回忆重现演一遍
忽然你的身影已不见
我的黑夜无限地蔓延
模糊了视线(oh~~)

此刻日夜想你every day
倔强让疼痛加倍
不曾哭泣的你

oh baby no
请不要在离开我的身边
oh give me love
你让我提起勇气向前走
请答应我
所有的伤心我们一起去面对
让爱重现
最温暖的感谢

☆rap☆
雨季时分 我想我又再承受
一个人孤孤单单寂寞的守候
但我又再次想起 你的声音
但我又再次想起你的身影
想再对你说

地下铁整个城市绕一圈
我们回到最初的起点(最初的起点)
不肯睡一场浪漫的邀约
眷恋在车上留下的誓言
永远陪著我

请不要在离开我的身边
oh give me love
你让我提起勇气向前走
请答应我
所有的伤心我们一起去面对
让爱重现最温暖的感谢

Lol listening to Eastyle's song bring back memory of.......

Sec2 Camp? :D

等到世界静下来后。

/Edit:
Okay I take back my words about Desire Climax lol. Ignorning the illustrations, the interaction between the main characters is more physical than mental, which is a great great disappointment ._. The storyline is okay, as in there are a lot of varieties, but it ended quite abruptly. Everything was fast-forward at the back. ): And I think the title is totally irrelevant to the storyline. Lol.

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Date : Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Time : 7:49 PM
Title : Just an illusion :D


Wooo! Went out with my mum today. Lol. Went to Westmall to shop and had dinner at pastamania. :D

I think manga is addictive. Heee. Shall name two that leave impression.

Bitter virgin - Rank 4th in Most viewed Manga at Onemanga.com
Suwa Daisuke is the ladies man of his small town high school, and he has his eye on most every girl, except for one. Aikawa Hinako isn't his type, but when he overhears a deep dark secret of hers, he finds himself thinking of her more and more.

Lol. Bitter virgin sounds like it's gonna be some mature story, but hey, it's not! The story is more innocent than it's impression.

Plus factors: The storyline? Heee.
Minus factors: The drawing. Not done that delicately. And I didn't like the way they ended with the guy saying,"I will stay with her until a far more mature guy comes along." and the girl saying,"I will wait till a far more cheerful girl comes for him." Like, eh? Why are you together then?

Desire Climax - Ranked 27th after Death note (26) and Inuyasha (25)
Omari Mio is a normal 17 year-old girl. She goes to school and works a part-time job to help support her family. Because her father is dead and her mother's sick, she often finds it hard to make ends meet. One night, as Mio is coming home from work, she meets a handsome stranger who suddenly steals a kiss from her, and then throws money at her offering to buy her. Who is this mysterious stranger that stole Mio's first kiss?

I think right, the artist of this comic is very cunning. Purposely draw covers that mislead people. I only started a few chapters, but (so far), 不要想歪! The storyline is innocent! I mean, the main characters are students (same as Bitter Virgin), how not-innocent can they get? Lol.

Plus factors: The male lead is damn hot! And sexy. Lol. The female lead is quite cute, I think. And the storyline. It's not something you will expect.
Minus factors: (wanted to leave this blank at first) It has 48 chapters?

Lol. Just now Nurmatha forced me to log in to my left-to-rot-for-a-whole-year Facebook account, and was pretty shocked at the friends requests. Lol. Shocked in two ways. As in that account only had just a profile, no pictures and stuff at all. Okay so I have decided: I will not let my account rot for too long again. :D

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Date : Tuesday, November 18, 2008
Time : 8:23 PM
Title : Causeway with Nurmatha.




WOOOOOO! As you can see, I GOT THE PICTURE OF MY BROTHER. Just stole it from him a minute ago, he is sleeping right now. Haha his schedule of this few days is quite funny. Sunday he went to chalet, stayed overnight. Yesterday afternoon came back in the afternoon to use computer and change to go for grad night. Then after grad night went back to chalet and stayed overnight again. Today he was back when I was just about to go out. Haha.

Today

Cca supposed to start at 9am. Was kind of slacking for the first half of the session.... :XX Damn tired today. I think it's a curse. I don't sleep well when I have to wake up early the next morning. Lol. And wooo! Kendra lent me a comic called 扮装游戏. Haha. Quite cute. (Though there are lot of questionable content.)

Okay anyway. After that rushed home and went to fetch my spectable to the optician because one part of it is detached from the spectacle. (Aiya I don't know how to describe lol. But if I wear no one will realise it though) And the person told me 无药可救D: Then went to Cck mrt to meet Nurmatha after buying OreoCrush. Lol she was late!!!!!

Went to Woodlands and had my first meal of the day at 2.30pm. Lol. Stupid Nurmatha. She eat damn slow! Haha we spent our time chatting. After that went to walk around. I bought strawberry strudel and coronetto (how to spell!) from Ichiban Sushi :D Lol then went to library and borrow books.

The dumbest thing I did today is forget to bring her birthday present. How nice of me.

Tomorrow need to go to the optician again. With my mum. Haha.


Sometimes the difference between things are just one single thought.
"I may like this.", "I guess I hate that."
It all begins with a possibility.
That's why, somtimes what you think you do, does not necessary mean you do.
Sometimes you think you are sad, sometimes you think you are not able to be happy, it might all be because you think so.
Thus, it's smarter to make 100% sure of things first, before it's too late.
And It All Began With "I Might Be Workable!", Didn't It?
Ah it's too late to realise anything. Now.

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Date : Monday, November 17, 2008
Time : 7:37 PM
Title : Quotes from Web!


Haha happen to seee alot of interesting and long quotes from the Internet. Okay not really 'happen to see'. I am stealing it from my cousin's boyfriend's blog, kind of without him knowing I went to his blog? (Actually I am not 100% sure if it is his, but my mum said that the friendster photos are him. So I guess its him? Heee)

愛?

如果你不愛一個人..請放手..好讓別人有機會愛她..
如果你愛的人放棄了你..請放開自己..好讓自己有機會愛別人..
有的東西妳再喜歡也不會是屬於妳的..有的東西妳再留戀也注定是要放棄的..
人生中有許多種愛..但別讓愛成為一種傷害..
有些緣份是注定要失去的..有些緣份是永遠都不會有好結果的..
愛一個人不一定要擁有..但擁有一個人就一定要好好的去愛..
男人哭了..是因為他真的愛了..女人哭了..是因為她真的放棄了..
如果真誠是一種傷害..就選擇謊言..如果謊言是一種傷害..就選則沈默..
如果沈默是一種傷害..就選擇離開..
如果失去是苦..妳怕不怕付出?..如果迷亂是苦..妳會不會選擇結束?..
如果追求是苦..妳會不會選擇執迷不悟?..如果分離是苦..妳要向誰傾訴?..
許多事情都是後來才看清楚..許多事情當時一點也不覺得苦..然而妳已經找不到來時的路..
有一種愛..明明是深愛..卻說不出來..有一種愛..明明想放棄..卻無法放棄..
有一種愛..明知是煎熬..卻又躱不開..有一種愛..明知無前路..心卻早已收不回來..
決定放棄妳愛的他的那一刻..妳哭了..妳的眼淚証明了妳是真的很愛他..
愛不是遊戲..愛是真心的..忘記..妳做不到..不管妳們的解決是否完美..
什麼是勇氣??是哭著要他愛妳?還是哭著讓他離開??


※真正愛你的男孩是這個樣子※

真正愛你的男孩,一下子說不出真正愛你的理由,只知道自己顧不上注意別人。
真正愛你的男孩,其實總惹你生氣,卻不知道他到底做錯了什麼。
真正愛你的男孩,很少當面讚美你,可是心裡肯定你是他最棒的。
真正愛你的男孩,會在你忘記回覆他簡訊時狠狠的說你一頓。
真正愛你的男孩,只可能在你一個人的面前流眼淚,當你觸摸到他
們時,也觸摸到了那顆只為你跳動的心。
真正愛你的男孩,會默默的記住你不經意說過的話,在某時某刻重複它們。
真正愛你的男孩,不會輕易做出承諾,因為他想讓自己成為你心中
說話最算話的男子漢,只想給你最可靠最安全的幸福。
真正愛你的男孩,總告訴你不要胡思亂想,因為其實他在為你們
計畫著最美麗真實的未來。同時讓你無憂無慮的等待他要給你的驚喜。
真正愛你的男孩,可能不像你一樣清楚的記得某些紀念日,
他覺得愛你是無時無刻的,並不是靠這幾天簡單的日子。
真正愛你的男孩,不會輕易對你當面說"我愛你,因為他為你做過的
每件事都已經這麼說了。除非在非常時刻,為了不讓你無緣無故的誤會他。
真正愛你的男孩,總覺得有些話只說一遍就夠了,
因為你已經瞭解他的心。說得多了,他會覺得不珍貴。
真正愛你的男孩,如果他去機場接你,不會像你期望的那樣捧著
玫瑰大聲叫’親愛的",只是自然的提過你的行李,然後想用眼睛
抱緊你似的心疼地說,怎瘦得像豆芽菜了?
真正愛你的男孩,當你發脾氣時,只會悶不吭聲的聽你把氣發完,
然後慢慢的說,你明天要上班嗎?早點睡吧。
真正愛你的男孩,不懂當你生氣掛掉電話後應該立刻打來,
過了幾個小時後會發封簡訊問你消氣了沒有?如果你質問他
為何這麼久才打來,他會理直氣壯的說,你生氣時我的解釋
一定沒有用,等你的氣消了,我的解釋才有效果。
真正愛你的男孩,總是叫你傻瓜,可是每次他
做什麼重大的決定,卻總想先聽聽你的建議。
真正愛你的男孩,不喜歡玩具小熊布偶,
卻一直把你送他的小熊布偶放在床頭。
真正愛你的男孩,當和你發生爭執時,總是控制不了的先妥協,
先承認"我錯了",過後傳封簡訊以"神經病"開頭,以"寶貝"結尾。
事實上你也清楚,這次是你有點無理取鬧。
真正愛你的男孩,很想很想你時,也會買玫瑰送你,傻傻的等著你,
卻不知道自己手裡捧的是百合。沒關係,他的心裡送的是玫瑰。
真正愛你的男孩,嘴巴都不甜,但是他的吻能傳遞他所有的熱情。
真正愛你的男孩,當聽到你對他講很"酸"的話時,
他反而會裝地很正經,其實心裡是很甜很甜。
真正愛你的男孩,如果不能經常見到你,他會讓自己忙碌起來,
為了不去想你,因為他知道一想你將會一發不可收拾。


※真正愛你的女孩※

真正愛你的女孩,要你猜那樣,要你猜這樣,
目的想要你知道她在想什麼,想錯她又罵你 "沒事啦!笨蛋" 。
真正愛你的女孩,是你最需要她時候,
常裝著冷漠不關心,卻溫柔的問你沒事嗎?
真正愛你的女孩,雖然不知道你喜歡什麼,
也甘心熬夜為你織一條圍巾,摺一大罐的星星。
真正愛你的女孩,經常想打電話給你,
卻怕你覺得煩,要你開口才會打給你。
真正愛你的女孩,在朋友面前經常
提起你和問你近況,卻否認自己喜歡你。
真正愛你的女孩,因為掛念你,難以入睡。
真正愛你的女孩,在你面前常亳不在意,其實她十分想知道你的心意。
真正愛你的女孩,只要你對她說"我很想妳",
她就會臉紅心跳加速,然後甜甜的笑,對著你說 "笨蛋…你說什麼啊?"
真正愛你的女孩,雖然相隔,她會幻想著你與她的未來而傻笑。
真正愛你的女孩,給你與其他的朋友過你的生日,
仍更希望想要你獨自陪她過生日。
真正愛你的女孩,無論你傻或笨的,也會覺得你很酷。
真正愛你的女孩,傷她心,會睡覺前想起你而且不自然的流下淚。
真正愛你的女孩,想告訴你她的心裡的話,但是卻步,因為怕失去你。
真正愛你的女孩,是很多時候不會叫你名字,她會叫你笨蛋、豬頭、喂…
真正愛你的女孩,跟你聊天的時候總會把說話講得亂七八糟的,
是因為她的舌頭在自己深愛的人面前打了很多很多的結。
真正愛你的女孩,是每天在電腦旁等候你上線,
然而一看見你的名字,就會不知所措。
真正愛你的女孩,是你告訴她有關於其他女生的事情,雖然她臉上
總是裝著一副不關心的樣子,但是心裡卻是酸酸的。
真正愛你的女孩,是會在你傷害她後,仍然傻傻的等你回頭。
真正愛你的女孩,是會為了你放棄一生幸福的人。

Intended to translate for Nurmatha, but oh god, it's too tedious. Quoted from his blog again: [Somehow i feel writing a blog in chinese brings the message clearly.More expressive,more interactive and more interesting… ] But of course, translating english to chinese will be as difficult. They just can't replace each other haha.

I guess I made Nurmatha fell in love with the only sentence I translated (sucessfully) for her, 男人哭了..是因為他真的愛了..女人哭了..是因為她真的放棄了.. (Guy cries, because he is truly in love. Girl cries, because she truly given up.)

My brother having his grad night today. Haha manage to take a picture of him but it's in his phone. ._. Shall upload the picture if I manage to get it. :D


人,是因为有‘不寂寞的’时候,所以才会感到寂寞。
‘不寂寞的’的时候,是只要有人在你身边就行了,
还是,要有人了解你心里面的挣扎?

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Date : Sunday, November 16, 2008
Time : 11:24 PM
Title : Nurmatha!


Haha I wanted to blog but I didn't know what to blog about so Nurmatha begged me to blog about her.

Who is she?
She is my soulmate!

Why is she your soulmate?
Because she has a soul and is my maid/mate. (OI!)
Okay serious. There is no reason. She is my soulmate and that's that.

A little about her...
She is a fine-with-anything person, in other words, you can say she has no opinion, or rather, she does not show her opinion, which means she is not judgemental and which also shows that she is not very very very very very honest. Heeeee. Though she seems ego, but I guess it is to cover up with her lack of confidence?????? She can be quite stubborn at times, especially dealing with love matters. She is a very loyal friend. She is quite stupid in the sense that sometimes she trusts her friends too much. (Friends here means that those who don't really treat her like how she treat them). SHE IS ALWAYS THERE FOR MEEEE! WOOO!

Message for her:
YO! No matter what happens, I will always be there! Like how you are always there :D Don't get depress by stuff that's not worth it at all! (NOT WORTH IT AT ALL) And hey, be smarter when making friends. Not everyone can be trusted. And don't be so stupid to put in so much effort in people you believe and not expect any reward. (Though I guess that is why we have a strong friendship now.... :X Sometimes my EQ can get extremely low too.) WOOO! Soulmate loves ya!! (And I mean it.) You are the reason why I believe in friendship.

Okay enough of her. I think I have inspirations to complete this post.

There are three types of love (as in generally): Love as in true love, Kinship and Friendship. The first one has always puzzled me and I intend to leave it as it is, the second one runs in our blood but still is questionable at times, the third one is the most common love as we have more friends than other relationship in the same point of time.

Recently I just feel that love is just a thought. You can say you love someone or think that you do. You will think someone is a close friend just because you think so, and sometimes it doesn't mean that the person feels the same way too, which means actually you all are not that close.

Argh why so complicated. I am losing what I am trying to say.

The point is that if you really treasure a friendship, then don't do things to spoil the friendship. Do things to improve the friendship. If you are always doing something that your friends don't like, as in the thing being a bad habit or something, it's time to change. Because there are people who suffocate and don't care about saying it out, which indirectly makes you lost your place as a friend is their heart.

Quotee:
No matter what happens to us, we are still who we are. No factors will change the fact.

I ended up posting more than expected......

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Date : Saturday, November 15, 2008
Time : 11:26 PM
Title : Mysterious Incredible Terminator!


Today was crap. For me. Nearly died on the Mrt. But CIP was fun and the kids were damn cute! :D

(The post ends here for people who are not interested in reading about 霹雳MIT)

The role 詹士德 that Aaron is playing was orginally Danson Tang's role. At that time Aaron was suppose to play the role of Leng Lei in 翻滚吧,蛋炒饭!, but due to his old leg injury, their agency switched their role, which result in Aaron having his first solo drama, and also result in Aaron fans 'shooting' Danson Tang for taking away his role.

@$#@%$^!@$#@$@#$! Can't they see that Aaron is benefiting from it? But I really can't imagine Yuzhe pairing up with Guigui and acting as Shi De, and also Aaron as Leng Lei.

Okay I don't know what's the point in saying all of this, but yea! Aaron is hot! :D (totally random?)

Just received a spoiler of Reborn about Irie Shouchi from my brother. He sucks. I WANT TO WATCH THE ANIME.

This post ends officially.

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Date : Friday, November 14, 2008
Time : 4:56 PM
Title : Powered-up


Lol have been rewatching 鬼鬼's dance googol times - - Can't help it, I love her/her dance tooooooo much.

Happy birthday to Nurmatha!:D (Pretend today is the 13th.....)

(While thinking what happened this few days, I realise how my memory sucks.....)

Wednesday went to Lot1 in the afternoon to meet Wenyee after her cca. She wanted to buy a pouch for her w980 (Yea except for its audio quality, I am not jealous :D ) so that it won't have any scratches.

Thursday there was Cca for CIP in the morning. Went to my aunt's house(Aunt here meaning my mother's sister) in the afternoon. My cousin, Gabriel, shocked me. Him and my brother are too identical. The way they speak, the words they use, the way that look at the computer, the way they are long and skinny...... Waaa.. Oh and I saw his girlfriend's photo. Major change of taste?? :X After that went to eat and do some shopping with my mother :D Love the Japanese Omelette thing.

Today Cca started at 9am. Feel bad for not actually doing anything except for talking to Kendra and Serene about comics, pestering Kendra to show me how she draw manga eyes, and playing Serene's PSP. After that waited for Kendra's group to be approved by Ms Rina before Kendra, Siti, Valerie, MinLi, Giselle and I went to eat CHICKEN RICE! Haha it's quite nice to walk in a big group on the road. Because you don't need to be scared of the car, the driver will be scared by the crowd. I HAD MY OREO CRUSH TODAY! *cheers* Thanks Giselle for walking to Sweet Talk with me!

I have been feeding on 我爱黑涩会 for the past few days (excluding today and yesterday). Haha I like watching people dancing. WOOO!

I found my motivation for O level's! :D

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Date : Tuesday, November 11, 2008
Time : 8:55 PM
Title : 不一样的鬼鬼


2008/01/01 年終評比---鬼鬼@超性感的表演



傻眼.... O:


Recently my brother told me about this thing called interactive mirror. A touch-screen mirror which you can draw on and play games.

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Date : Monday, November 10, 2008
Time : 6:45 PM
Title : Bored. ):


Hee. Mixture of panadol, ice cream, dinner and watermelon juice (with some gastric juice). Nice combination.

Yesterday sorethroat came back, flu went away, but flu came again today. *sighhh*

But at least, no more migraine :D


霹雳MIT



WOOO! AARON!!!!!!

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Date : Sunday, November 9, 2008
Time : 7:30 PM
Title : Hello migraine




Out with Veron :D

Wenyee went to Malaysia today.


带我走
☆杨丞琳☆
☆词 曲:苏打绿☆

每次我总一个人走
交叉路口自己生活
这次你却说带我走
某个角落就你和我
像土壤抓紧花的迷惑
像天空缠绵雨的汹涌
在你的身后 计算的步伐每个背影每个场景
都有 发过的梦
带我走
到遥远的以后
带走我
一个人自转的寂寞
带我走
就算我的爱你的自由都将成为泡沫
我不怕 带我走
每次我总独自远走
保持缄默不皱眉头
这次你却说一起走
彼此温柔 从此以后
像土壤抓紧花的迷惑
像天空缠绵雨的汹涌
在你的身后 计算的步伐每个背影每个场景
都有 发过的梦
带我走
到遥远的以后
带走我
一个人自转的寂寞
带我走
就算我的爱你的自由都将成为泡沫
我不怕 带我走
wo```
白马溜过漆黑尽头
潮汐袭来浪花颤动
凝在海岸结成了墨
wo~~
蔷薇朝向草原气球
邮差传来一地彩虹
刻在心中拍打着脉搏...
带我走
到遥远的以后
带走我
一个人自转的寂寞
带我走
就算我的爱你的自由都将成为泡沫
我不怕 带我走
带我走
就算我的爱你的自由都将成为泡沫
wo~~
带我走

Change of blogsong.

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Date : Saturday, November 8, 2008
Time : 7:20 PM
Title : Rebond to reborn!


(I know, my title is - - I am not creative.)

If you have inference skills, yup right. REBOND! :D

Let's seeeee.... WOW! Wenyee finally cut her long fringe! D: Finally.

Eh my fringe, quite short I know. I must still consider my spectacle. I don't want it to curl the fringe.

I was complaning the direction of my fringe is too 'in front', and Wenyee is complaining that her fringe is too 'side'. Heee.

Then, after eating McDonald's, went to her house.

Introducing to you, Wenyee's pet parrot, RAMBO! :D

Biting spectacle. Yummm.
*chewwww*

Lol Rambo loves almond! So we tried cracking almonds of him. I used hand and keys (cause he bit crack a bit), then Wenyee's two amazing brother, JunJie and JunYang, went to crack using stool and chair. How dangerous.

Haha and then I went home.


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冷战
你把我当成石膏,再不跟我吵,是不是一种预告
假装都看不到,不再重要,我不会再跟你闹
*语言是一种毒药,更像一把刀,切开我们的拥抱
到底爱剩多少,需要思考,承诺随爱蒸发掉
不想再当配角,安静让我动摇,我想逃跑
#@我听到你冷战的心跳,两败俱伤的记号,伤躲不了
我知道莫名其妙求饶也不会是解药,不如弃权走掉
免得冷的空气冷的墙壁冷的婚礼,冷的我真的快窒息#
冷战到何时能平息,放我离去*@
repeat *#就让回忆停止呼吸,沉迷
repeat @

/Edit:

I forgot that I wanted to post something. (Was rushing for someone stupid to read so it slipped off my mind. Sigh)

After today's rebonding, I have figured out three advices that hairdresser should really really take note of.

Firstly,
When you wash people's hair, be gentle.

Speaking from experience:
"Stop tearing my scalp!" (laughs)
(Wenyee was lucky, she said her washing was enjoyable.)

Secondly,

When blowing hair with a full-blast hair dryer, blow across the hair and not INTO the hair.

Speaking from experience:
"HEY, are you drying my hair or burning my scalp?"
Lol (Wenyee had this problem too.)
You know right, when you accidentally touch something hot, your hands will touch your ear cause it's colder right? My ear was barbecued twice today.... *ouch*

Thirdly,
When straightening the hair, handle with care.

Speaking from experience:
*snap* *snap*
"My hairrrrr......" *sobs*
(Wenyee complained about this too.)
I was worried. My hair is quite thin. I don't to lose any hair....

Lol. Anyway read this manga called "As the Death God Dictates".

Summary:
Ayumi is a 16-year-old who has a crush on her classmate, Musashi. One day, the God of Death appears before her, and announces that she has only one month left to live. There's no stopping the hourglass of fate! Life is short, girl, so love with all your might!

*SOBS* A short and sweet and touching story! *waves tissue* With only eight chapters, it can make you touched! I think the Shinigami deserve Ayumi more, but ya know, it's impossible for shinigami-human love ):

Yesterday I read "Alice 19th". Lol. Will not be introducing it though. I only like the idea of it being supernatural. And its a freaking 40 chapters. I wonder how I survived.

Sigh. Because of "As the Death God Dictates", I shall emo myself to sleep tonight!!

PS: I am alive and kicking! No more sorethroat or fever! WOOO!

(/Insert)
Went to polyclinic yesterday. My grandmother had an appointment there so I went there to get a cover-up for not attending Cca yesterday :D The medicine, took once only, and I have already recovered. (Haha not because of the medicine, because I was almost well yesterday afternoon. )

/Edit PS: I think I getting a flu................ *ahh choo!*

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Date : Thursday, November 6, 2008
Time : 8:01 PM
Title : Manga <3


Yesterday visited onemanga.com to recover from my shockness caused by Reborn 106. Did not come out. NOT EVEN TODAY. I almost wanted to continue where I stopped rewatching Reborn the last time, but found out that I can do other things, like reading manga online :D

Heeee the one I finished yesterday night is called Ai Hime ~ Ai to Himegoto (in onemanga.com).

Here's the summary:
On a day of blossoming sakura, Mao, by chance encounters a handsome sleeping man. Once awakened, he unexpectedly gives Mao a kiss. Yet, as fate would have it, it turns out that the mysterious stranger is actually her uncle - though not by blood.
He is the chosen caretaker that Mao will be living with during the school year. But how will Mao handle her blossoming feelings for her "uncle" while living with him? Will either one of them be able to cast aside social conventions to be together?

Haha this manga is quite short. 13 chapters, 3 volumes. The tile's suppose to be "Love and secret" I think. The content, eh, mostly talking about Mao and the 'uncle'. I mean, what can two person is an empty house do afterall? Okay shhh... For more details, GO AND READ (:



Today is pretty stupid. Supposed to have Literature Bridging at 8-9am. (Yes supposed). In the end, went there, and found out that the date with Mdm Mini Satiya(Lol Mini?) was cancelled and apparently no one told me and Valerie about it. Argh. Woke up early for nothing. If I slept longer then maybe my sorethroat will be gone, and maybe I wouldn't be having a fever NOW. (I am pushing the blame so that I can emphasised that I am sick now :D I know I am childish) Haha. Okay this afternoon there was a fever, now its just a temperature above normal.


It's just stupid how a lie can turn into a curse for myself. Zzzzzzz.

After I returned home, patronised onemanga again. This one has more meaning to it, rather than just two person in a house doing things two person can do.

Summary for Aishiteruze Baby:
Kippei Katakura is a 17-year-old playboy who spends his time chasing girls, careless of their feelings. But when his 5-year-old cousin Yuzuyu comes to live with his family after her mother's sudden disappearance, Kippei is put in charge of taking care of her. As Kippei gets to know Yuzuyu and starts to understand how she feels, he also begins to realize that all girls were like Yuzuyu once...

Haha this one, has anime! Of 26 episodes I think. The title means "I love you baby" I guess. And someone in youtube said that this storyline is not for people age 8-13, not for people 13+, but for everyone! (Lol I am just repeating what I saw. That person was just trying to say that there shouldn't be any age limit to this storyline :D) He said that because this story has a lot of morals in it. And ya, I kind of agree. Kippei is a superb person and Yuzuyu is damn cute! I think it's quite hard to draw children? And the illustrator did a very very good job :D

After stopping at chapter 19, slept for two hours :D That's when I felt, "I know my body, I am having a fever." It's easy to know that you have a fever at the start, but difficult to know whether you are well again.

Half an hour later, went to Westmall with Wenyee. WOOOO! Finally got the checkered tube top at E-style! Haha it's easy to go buy things together with Wenyee, because she will always take black and I will prefer white. :D


I shall finish the remaining 13 chapters of Aishiteruze Baby. Ciaoooos!

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Date : Tuesday, November 4, 2008
Time : 4:41 PM
Title : It's tuesday!



Cute 死!

All my previous temporary craze about Hibari, Gokudera and his seiyuu Hidekazu Ichinose, Colonello and his seiyuu etc have become a sort of permanent liking. Temporary craze is like Going crazy over them every minute every second, while permanent one is like people mention them then I will go crazy. Aiya I don't know if its makes sense or what.

Today there was Mother Tongue bridging at 8-9am. Then Cca was at 10.30am. In the 1hour and a half, I went home and slept and came back to school again! :D Must 补眠 if not I will be dying soon. Most of all, you will find me dead tomorrow in the hall doing O level. Slept quite late this few days due to the temptation of Fated to love you. I don't know why, but I am liking Dylan more and more. Ahhhh. Okay okay more of the character and not the actor. Influenced for doubting Chen Chu He, Lol..

When people deliberately ignore your feelings, who can't feel it? If you don't want to be treated this way, why do people do that to others? The worst is that the victim realises that you did it intentionally. They don't know how to react. They don't know how to convey the message spoiling the relationship between them. Even when they are so helpless, they tried not to affect the relationship. For those people who are doing it on purpose, are you guilty?

PS: I know I don't really sound very convincing cause I am guilty of not considering how other people will feel. But now, I won't do it on purpose ;D

Quotee:
Friends are the ones who make you feel comfortable even if they are feeling wrong. They are the ones who encourages you to discover the potential in you when you are feeling despair.

镜子

词曲:吴克群歌
我爱上镜子里面那一个他
呼吸来去都一样
一样胸膛一样的心脏
一样鼻子一样的嘴巴
不一样的摩擦
我听见路人嘴巴里藏着话
试着解释我跟他
或者同情或者不勉强
或者接受或者不原谅
我试着不受伤
我们都爱上
镜子里的他
不能哭不能笑
嘴巴亲吻却不能讲
不能编不能忘
其实我们都一样
Oh yeah……
靠在谁的肩膀
镜子里反映的他
一点一些些眼角里透露害怕
路人你们太多话
化成了一道伤疤
解开我们从不该受的伤
我爱上


The mv that made me fell in love with this song :D

(I know its kind of gayyy, but its fan-made! Pieces of Joe Cheng from a lot of shows!)

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Date : Monday, November 3, 2008
Time : 8:16 PM
Title : Wake up from the illusion


Express chinese o level this wednesday O: *sweats*

Haha Kept playing the Sims Unleash this few days. But stopping now. Didn't manage to find any meaning in it. Lol. Even my mum was like, "That game is small kid play de."

If you are looking for a motivation, rather than looking for an artificial one, look for a real one that occurs inside you :D

Firstly, look at what you are doing.
Secondly, know the purpose of you doing it.
Thirdly, find out what you want to achieve from it.
Lastly, pack some determination along and try your best!

Wooooo!

I am rewatching Fated To Love You again because my mum went to rent it! Haha.

你没想像中爱我

演唱:石欣卉

你小心翼翼 牵我手
其实是担忧 藏不住我
自尊也投降 活在她之下
我 好傻

你字字句句说 你不爱她
那又是什么 让你害怕
我疑惑但是原谅 因为你留下
我 好傻

不是我不说就不在意空等候
原来 你没想像中那么爱我
我不懂该拿什么安慰我的难受
你的存在 让我更寂寞

你寸步不离 像天使的她
挥霍我的爱 从不放心上
我有一丝无奈 也有一些明白
该 放开

不是我不说就不在意空等候
原来 你没想像中那么爱我
我不能再从你的怀抱感觉到什么
不爱我别再说 假装爱那是撒盐在伤口

啊~~ 谁说我不在意空等候
原来 你从来都没深刻爱我
我才懂不是我不心痛
其实是心没了感受

呜~~~

你没想像中爱我

Quote from Shinsen Doumei Cross:
其实受最多伤的,不是脆弱的人,是坚强的人。
因为脆弱的人懂得保护自己,他们会逃,
但坚强的人会选择面对。
(Not a direct quote, but thats the meaning.)

[Translation specially for Nurmatha:
People with the most wounds are not those who are weak, but those who are strong.
The weak ones know how to protect themselves, they will escape,
but for those who are strong, they will choose to face. ]

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Date : Saturday, November 1, 2008
Time : 1:12 PM
Title : To be or not to be...



To be or not to be, thats the question.
But when you can't be, the answer is simple.
You don't need to care.

[Picture: The top of the hair lost its shading due to light reflection. ]

I can't believe it. When I show my brother this sketch, after *criticising it, he said, "Not bad la. Jiayou."

!!!!

*I am exaggerating.

I was drinking Pepsi today when my mum told me about a rumour they had in malaysia about Pepsi when she was young. I won't say it here, because I don't want people to boycott Pepsi haha :D

Do you remember there was this period where there were "Pepsi Ice" and "Pepsi Fire"? I like "Pepsi Fire" at that time, without knowing it has something to do with cinnamon... (I don't have a good impression of cinnamon)

Interesting sentence of the day:
She fell like a sack of potatoes.

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