Date : Sunday, May 3, 2009
Time : 7:47 PM
Title : Expanding at the expense of the soul...

I just had yet another foreshadowing dream yesterday. Supposedly expired desires. Haha. This is crazy.


If you were in my position right now right here, you will realise everything is so ironic, to the extend that you laugh till you vomit. Isn't it cool?

Me swear I am not a saddist.


Chatted with Soulmate for one hour. If something has to last long, it has to be the soulmate relationship between us. (I hope.)


Why do right things happen at the wrong time? If only distraction motivates instead of distracts.


Ignore and leave it as it is. For now.

Journey
It's a long long journey
Till I know where I'm supposed to be
It's a long long journey
And I don't know if I can believe
When shadows fall and block my eyes
I am lost and know that I must hide
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you

Many days I've spent
Drifting on through empty shores
Wondering what's my purpose
Wondering how to make me strong

I know I will falter I know I will cry
I know you'll be standing by my side
It's a long long journey
And I need to be close to you

Sometimes it feels no one understands
I don't even know why
I do the things I do
When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul
Will you break down these walls and pull me through

Cause It's a long long journey
Till I feel that I am worth the price
You paid for me on calvary
Beneath those stormy skies

When satan mocks and friends turn to foes
It feels like everything is out to make me lose control
Coz It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you.. Ohh.. to you..

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