throughthesoul

Livejournal

2009-08-31T21:23:00.002+08:00

Getting a little tired of Blogger.

LJ

鬼屋

2009-08-31T19:12:00.002+08:00

To be safe in a haunted house.

Had the weirdest dream of all. But it definitely wasn't a nightmare C:

Happy teachers day! Went back to DZ. Woooo. Sixoneys and Mr Lee. Photos will be on facebook, soon :D

Destiny

2009-08-30T23:45:00.001+08:00

Things that are bound to happen.

Geography......... ._.

節奏

2009-08-30T14:41:00.004+08:00

歌名：我爱你歌手：卢广仲
词曲：卢广仲

曾曾经在我眼前却又消失不见
这是今天的第六遍
电影里的配乐好像你的双眼
我爱你快回到我身边

好不好好不好好不好
答案没有什么好不好

不知道不知道不知道
不知道是什么好预兆

好不好好不好好不好
答答答答答答答答答

不知道不知道不知道
不知道是什么好预兆

太阳公公出来了他对我呀笑呀笑
我爱你你知不知道

曾经在我眼前却又消失不见
这是今天的第六遍
电影里的配乐好像你的双眼
我爱你快回到我身边

好不好好不好好不好
答答答答答答答答答
不知道不知道不知道
不知道是什么好预兆

太阳公公出来了他对我对对我对我
笑呀笑我爱你你知不知道

曾经在我眼前却又消失不见
这是今天的第六遍
电影里的配乐好像你的双眼
我爱你快回到我身边

太阳公公出来了他对我呀
笑呀笑我爱你你知不知道
曾经在我眼前却又消失不见
我不要比赛交白卷
里的配乐好像你的双眼
我爱你快回到
我爱你快回到
我爱你快回到我身边

Dramatic Irony

2009-08-30T01:42:00.003+08:00

"Its just the unpredictable nature of life that makes life life."

I don't want a sorethroat...........!!! );

Blessing in disguise

2009-08-29T22:39:00.003+08:00

歌名：黑吃黑歌手：张惠妹
所属专辑：阿密特 (感官升级版)
词：陈镇川　　曲：阿弟仔

你的头长在哪边　怎麽不在脖子上面
我被你晾了一夜　早餐配着你的黑轮

陪你看警匪片　学会以眼还眼
我不还嘴　是正在　酝酿一举攻坚
对你的笑藏冷箭

你说的　那家店　明明全面禁菸
你的宵夜　到底在　哪个家裡解决
沾了一头　菸臭味

黑吃黑鬼咬鬼　爱演我陪你演
是哪个妹　又被骗　躺着给你安慰
有够可怜　我超想见她一面

黑吃黑鬼咬鬼　爱演我陪你演
是我也想　惦一惦　我有多少极限
你的谎言　是我的饭后消遣
ITS BULLSHIT x2

现在是西元几年　还把劈腿当作表现
爱不爱一念之间　不过就是一句再见

折磨你　打哈欠　还得陪我上街
然后半夜　摸着黑　上别条船搞鬼
黑夜白天　都别睡
　
你放心　我绝对　永远笑容满面
找到一天　跟你说　我的耐心有限
少在那边　想挽回

黑吃黑鬼咬鬼　爱演我陪你演
是哪个妹　又被骗　躺着给你安慰
有够可怜　我超想见她一面

黑吃黑鬼咬鬼　爱演我陪你演
是我也想　惦一惦　我有多少极限
你的谎言　是我的饭后消遣
ITS BULLSHIT x2

少在那边　你的专业谎言　对我是种表演
少在那边　你的专业眼泪　对我是种笑点
少在那边　你的专业犯罪　对我是种磨练
少在那边　准备滚到一边

我要看修改前的MV!!!><

Cheating monkey

2009-08-28T18:01:00.002+08:00

Haha decided it was impossible for me to step down from blogging.

Yay two papers down.

Introduced by Willy.

墮落

2009-08-24T21:09:00.006+08:00

人何必那麼委屈？

歌曲：我可以忍受
歌手：徐婕儿专辑：女人不坏

我可以忍受你不够爱我
我可以忍受你有别的梦
就算是编谎话哄我
至少你还在乎我的感受
我可以忍受眼神的空洞
我可以忍受你时间不够用
却不能忍受作了那么多
是她拥有我该得到的温柔

爱着你
是我改不了也不愿改的习惯
要放开哪有那么简单
了解你
是我说不出也不承认的悲哀
包容你
是我体谅的爱别当作应该

我可以忍受你不够爱我
我可以忍受你有别的梦
就算是编谎话哄我
至少你还在乎我的感受
我可以忍受眼神的空洞
我可以忍受你时间不够用
却不能忍受作了那么多
是她拥有我该得到的温柔

爱着你
是我改不了也不愿改的习惯
要放开哪有那么简单
了解你
是我说不出也不承认的悲哀
包容你
是我体谅的爱别当作应该

我可以忍受你不够爱我
我可以忍受你有别的梦
就算是编谎话哄我
至少你还在乎我的感受
我可以忍受眼神的空洞
我可以忍受你时间不够用
却不能忍受作了那么多
是她拥有我该得到的温柔

no.no.no
不要说对不起
原来你要的不是我
不要说谢谢你
什么你永远在我心中
can u tell me why
这样的我你也曾爱过
不是吗

我可以忍受你不够爱我
我可以忍受你有别的梦
就算是编谎话哄我
至少你还在乎我的感受
我可以忍受眼神的空洞
我可以忍受你时间不够用
却不能忍受作了那么多
是她拥有我该得到的温柔
是她拥有我没看过的笑容

再確認一下吧。

Shopping Must-have: Paracetamol

2009-08-23T22:01:00.005+08:00

Why complain when you have the ability to change?

歌曲：心心相印
歌手：王心凌专辑：爱你

(music)
泪水擦干吧你告诉我要快乐生活
看窗外的彩虹依旧闪亮在大雨过后
你总在身边呵护我听着我相信我
半夜还要听我的电话从来不嫌烦

wow~你给我一罐勇气
打气所有烦恼不如意
甩去我们的心这样紧紧相依
姊妹万岁就要你
给我来一杯活力
和你心心相印的心情
一起就让我们跳跳叫一叫
只要有你 stay with me

不管外面世界多么糟糕我的关心不会少
如果你感觉糟找我聊一聊心情不感冒
快乐给你烦恼给我聊聊八卦也很好
男生都不会聊女生的烦恼

你给我一瓶友谊我给你真心
摆摆裙尾美丽
爱情很重要不过别忘记我
我放心的给你一客秘密
你一定挺我到底不啰唆yeah~baby

一起去血拼采购一起喝减肥茶包
一起讨论哪个帅能够讨你欢心 yeah
有你跟我在一起不会孤单手牵着手敬姊妹万岁

New blogskin.

2009-08-22T00:00:00.002+08:00

Yayyyyy.

瓶颈

2009-08-19T20:39:00.003+08:00

在这里画了一个圈圈，许多人曾踏进来过，曾离开过。
空气中游荡的泡泡，是回忆，是我们留下来的痕迹。

就像是一场游戏，规则是不能踏出去。
但当他们真的犯规时，应该把圈圈搬到另一个角落呢，
还是等待，看着他们一个一个离开？

Confide, but the world doesn't understand your language.

False memory

2009-08-18T22:21:00.003+08:00

Things that were thought to exist.

If the myth of god creating souls and split them into half in two different bodies stands, how many actually joined back?

Its a world that souls are created alone, a world which doesn't promise anything.

They walk away, then they walk back to you, behaving as if nothing ever happen.

(If you feel threatened.) Now its your turn to walk.

2009-08-17T20:00:00.002+08:00

一絲絲的空虛。
一絲絲的真實。

甚麼是真，甚麼是假。
人的價值觀怎麼樣變，為甚麼會變。

決定要快樂的時候，
是真的感到開心，還是逼自己嘗試高興？

開心或不開心，感動或不感動，在乎或不在乎。
這些，重要嗎？

啊。。。不想為了港劇而分心。
不行。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。！！！

2009-08-17T19:36:00.002+08:00

粱文音....陳孟奇....

._.???????

Mac Fries?

2009-08-15T19:47:00.003+08:00

Haha we now know the reason why Super Size Me 'accidentally' threw it away now. It just takes way too long to wait.

Gosh, this guy clones a lot of stuffs.

Should try watching the Big Mac, KFC grilled chicken and Twinkie imitation

人類，

2009-08-15T18:49:00.005+08:00

容易找替代，
容易被取代。

Children are pure, innocent and defenceless.
They get hurt, they grow up, they become like us; they hurt people.

We were all once pure, innocent and defenceless.

有过去的女人-杨千桦

几多打击几次跌伤懂得坚壮
最怕处事未曾成熟自扮强悍
几多伤口几个重担在我肩膊
连流泪也说这是汗全为要万人看

好想饮泣偏偏今晚尚有工作
倦了多得这空房及半边冷睡床
当初多天真的恋爱事过向往
但嫁衣不再青春亦盼穿得好看

爱是最大寄往难免只得失望
根本不想工作至上做人硬朗
我用岁月去换嫁妆但哪位在乎我
给我御寒

说说笑笑匆匆交往试过几趟
被爱都感到饥荒未信天生无情郎
始终很天真想找我命里主角
为了他处理清汤另我掌心火烫

爱是最容去令女人死心失望
相恋分手拥抱放下例行动作
再尽努力去换嫁妆但我的心已乾

渐渐习惯不要伴侣
然而夜半恶梦扎醒抱著睡
强人活到八十岁庭院怎黱宽敞都要独居

真的不想死撑下去勉强说谎
请准许我软弱到从此拥抱到天光
某某抱抱也是理想越去追越迷茫花也漸黃

2009-08-13T20:41:00.003+08:00

If you realise, people behave differently with different people.
And why do people choose to portray that particular side of themselves?

In a blog, the way you present yourself shows who you want your audience to be. Make sense?

Well, not saying everyone has targeted audience all the time, though.

2009-08-13T16:40:00.001+08:00

Woooo, I have finally cleared my debt of $20 from ZhiYing. (Yay I am eating Maltesers Dark Chocolate). But, I still owe Serene and Kendra money for Tay's and Siti's birthday present respsectively! The transition between July and August really do make people poor ):

Finally drank Lychee Red Tea.

Marilet or nefti.

2009-08-12T19:51:00.001+08:00

對牛彈琴。。。 ._.

Little things that counts.
A: May I ask what happened with C?
B: She wasn't the right one, I guess.
A: Did you have any idea she wasn't the right one when you were together?
B: I should have. Uh, I remember we went to the Grand Canyon one time. We were flying there and I'd never been there before and Linda had, so you would think that she would give me the window seat but she didn't and... not that that's a big deal, you know. It's just there were a lot of little things like that. I know that sounds stupid...
A: Not at all. I think it's the little things that count.

Little things do matter. Usually its the little things people do that shows how much they care.

Marilet or nefti.

2009-08-11T20:04:00.003+08:00

《花样中年》
拍拖和拔河
时间：第五集43分钟左右
地点：咖啡厅门口
人物：RAY，PERRY
男人物语：（RAY又一次遐想开来）‘有人说拍拖就象玩拔河游戏，每人拉一边，谁比较用力就谁赢，所以大多数都是我们男人赢。但是女人最喜欢突然放手说不玩了，所以到最后摔得最重伤的就是我们这些自以为一定会赢的男人’

Happy stuff is like energy of a force in a specific direction;
it either gets used up in time,
or gets intersected by an opposing force (aka opposite of happy stuff).

Has life really not proved happy things to last?

2009-08-09T22:06:00.000+08:00

Hahahhahahahahaha, me love talking and talking and talking and talking.

2009-08-07T23:10:00.001+08:00

或許因為一開始沒有面對一些事情，
現在堆成一堆，
才知道它的嚴重性。

承認吧，
雖然人非聖賢，
但人不是說原諒就真的放下了。
與其被偽裝起來的原諒敷衍，
倒不如覺悟，
一些事情永遠不會回到過去。

不要因為怕傷害而不夠坦誠，
不要因為怕空虛才不願意放手。

是時候面對現實。

controlled bias

2009-08-06T06:45:00.002+08:00

對號入座。

Tsktsktsk...

Anyways, 昨天又改觀了。 Lol._.

Respect

2009-08-05T18:50:00.000+08:00

People who don't deserve me suppressing my anger, too bad for them. (Though if it was by accident, I do know how to feel guilty.)

I completely know how to hold grudges, badly. Time to change.

Relax girl, life's still cool. (Tell me I don't sound like Theresa the dragon.)

Let's believe in friendship once again. Yay.

2009-08-04T22:35:00.005+08:00

Guess why girl fans are so crazy.

Cause its one of the rare chances females can openly declare their liking without being judged at. Haha.

Totally random, but I really really really miss all my celebrity obession(s). Sometimes, the motivation within is nothing you can imagined. Lalala.

Love Story
There you are living,
here I am standing.
The distance within,
unimagined.

Perhaps its not prominent,
or us not observant.
Thought it was close,
bad assumption.

Needs weren't met,
characters didn't match.
Protections formed,
inevitable.

No matter what is said,
now its inert.
We can only bow low,
to the effect of changes.

2009-08-04T21:57:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ZIFENGGGG!

2009-08-03T20:37:00.000+08:00

Woooo, thanks all people for prezzie and wishes! Yay yay yay.

最糟糕的心境：
當自己感受不到任何憎恨，嫉妒，等，一些讓人能強烈地感覺到自己存在的情緒。

最可怕的心境：
當自己因為自我保護而故意或無心傷害他人時，感覺不到任何愧疚。

最無助的心境：
當自己不知道自己真正在需要甚麼，無法為自己的所作所為找出任何理由或藉口。

Obsessions

2009-08-03T00:02:00.001+08:00

Of trust.
The simplicity of trust is that it is a natural thing,
a I-know-(somebody)-won't-do-(something) thing.
Yet,the idea of it being a blind faith is making it complicated.
Who should be blamed,
a person not being able to trust,
or a person not being able to be trusted?

Of memories.
Its really better to know that even if things were to change,
things may not be favourable.
And most importantly,
nothing will ever be like what it used to be.
Are people missing the person involved,
or the memory itself?

Of jealousy.
Insecurity, lack of trust, not-so-nice experiences,...
name all the excuses.
Being jealous for no particular reason,
slap yourself.
People accidentally-on-purpose make you jealous,
slap them instead.
Neither? Game over.

2009-08-02T23:01:00.000+08:00

Hahahahahahahaha.

Birthdays are niceeee. Wooo!

昨天今天明天

2009-08-01T20:10:00.000+08:00

歌名：分生歌手：张惠妹所属专辑：阿密特
词：姚若龙　　曲：郑楠

一个我像不会累一直往前
一个我动弹不得伤心欲绝
我不确定　几个我　住在心裡面
偶尔像敌人　偶尔像姐妹

一个我在网路上朋友一堆
一个我在房间裡独自面对
灰色的音乐　塞满黑夜　HIGH的像麻醉
好让翻搅的胃　安静一点　忘了全世界

分裂前的热泪　分裂后的冷眼
越爱谁　越防备　像隻脆弱的刺蝟
分裂中的心碎　分裂后的假面
不快乐　不伤悲　情绪埋藏成了地雷　等待爆裂

一个我相信用心会被感觉
一个我大喊真心会被欺骗
开始的热烈　不停奉献　后来剩决裂
谎言吞噬了心　带来刺痛　撕裂的蜕变
不快乐　不伤悲　情绪埋藏成了地雷　等待爆裂

分裂前的热泪　分裂后的冷眼
越爱谁　越防备　像隻脆弱的刺蝟
分裂中的心碎　分裂后的假面
不快乐　不伤悲　情绪埋藏成了地雷　等待爆裂

Nice or hypocritical.
Self-protective or selfish.
Indifferent or heartless.
Human or monster.

No. of mozzie kisses

2009-07-31T22:26:00.000+08:00

Wenyee 5
Veron 5
Marion 17.

Yay. I win.

2009-07-31T22:20:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday, Kendra Goh Kai Lin!

Well.....

2009-07-30T20:30:00.000+08:00

How long have I been 'gossipily-deprived'?

Lol, okay, not really gossip. Just had some random and fun chatting session with ZiFeng, Jewel, She-ler, Xin Yi and Ni Wen C:

Anyways. Talk about something else. Had this very very sudden realisation of how things have changed. In a way it seems like I had forgotten alot alot alot of things that actually happened, or didn't bothered to remember.

Things change without people noticing probably because either they don't care, or they choose not to care, consciously or sub.

Remember how you could talk to people? Remember how you could hang around with them? Remember how it felt like?

I don't really remember how it felt like, I just remember what happened.

Maybe this is what the mean by memories. After all, they are evidence of good things that had once happened, even if it didn't end off well.

Do, and make do. C:

2009-07-29T19:51:00.002+08:00

As expected from mrbrownshow C:

Heaven is denying me of my heels. WHYYYYY. ):

Rapid eye movement behavior disorder

2009-07-28T18:47:00.002+08:00

To be woken up by your very own assault.

Edit@10.55pm.

Philip Larkin - Talking In Bed

Talking in bed ought to be easiest
Lying together there goes back so far
An emblem of two people being honest.

Yet more and more time passes silently.
Outside the wind's incomplete unrest
builds and disperses clouds about the sky.

And dark towns heap up on the horizon.
None of this cares for us. Nothing shows why
At this unique distance from isolation

It becomes still more difficult to find
Words at once true and kind
Or not untrue and not unkind.

Happy process doesn't necessarily guarantee happy ending;
happy ending doesn't necessarily comes with an entirely happy process.

2009-07-28T17:57:00.001+08:00

Just for you, Kendra.

C:

千駿 never rape 柚留. 3 VS 1. Yay.

Sunday

2009-07-25T21:34:00.004+08:00

Mervyn: "Excuse me, my baked rice hasn't come yet."
Waitress: "Oh, how long have you waited for?"
Mervyn: "30 min."
Waitress: "30 MIN?! Okay, I help you check."
(a while later... another waiter came)
Waiter: "Sorry, I was in charge of baking your rice. But I went to the washroom just now so I don't know what happen to the baked rice. We are trying to investigate now, do you mind I top up your drink?"
(after waiter left...)
Mervyn: "Actually, I purposely waited for so long. Last time got garlic bread before."

Though the drink is more ex than garlic bread, the main point is, HE INDIRECTLY WASTED MY TIME. & the fact that I was out just because of his stupid project work presentation that requires formal attire.

Not worth it - -

Rahhhh, I need more heels and shoes.

人心,

2009-07-25T20:05:00.004+08:00

歌名：爱一直存在( 最新单曲 CD Version)
歌手：梁文音

那天我扬起帆　
想看看未知的海
心里很多话想说说不出来　
虽然我脸上看不出来

天空一样蔚蓝　却换了多少云彩
那时的你让我幸福百分百　
是否为我等待

我知道我的爱一直都会存在
没有你泪停不下来
你知道我依赖多不想say goodbye
我痛说不出来

我知道我的爱一直都会存在
没有你快乐都停摆
某一天我期待和你笑的灿烂
回头看爱　都在

站在你的门外　我却幸福在徘徊
心里很多话想说说不出来　
但我想你一定都明白

时间过的好快　
想念却不曾更改
现在的你是否幸福百分百　
我应该怎么猜

爱一直存在

要怎么才能看清?

"The nice part about being a pessimist is that you are constanly either proven right or pleasantly surprised."
-George will

"If you want a happy ending, that depends, of course, on where you stop your story."
-Orson Welles

Out of sight out of mind?

2009-07-24T23:07:00.003+08:00

Was prepared for the overwhelming feeling,
Yet it didn't happen then.
How come?

Because anxiety likes to hit you when you are defenceless. Awww.

回頭草有這麼好吃嗎？＝＝

Underlying

2009-07-24T17:38:00.003+08:00

Trust the world.
Without expectations.

"When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry,
Show life a thousand reasons to smile."

Denial of negativity is not optimism.

Defence mechanism: Reaction formation

2009-07-23T18:44:00.004+08:00

"[a] phobia is an example of a reaction formation. The person wants what he fears. He is not afraid of the object;he is afraid of the wish for the object. The reactive fear prevents the dreaded wish from being fulfilled."
-Calvin S. Hall, A Primer of Freudian Psychology

When an individual cannot deal with the demands of desires (including sex and love) and reality, anxiety follows. Freud believed that anxiety is an unpleasant inner state that people sought to avoid. In an attempt to protect ourselves from this anxiety, people employ Reaction formation unconsciously in their daily lives. Reaction Formation involves adopting opposite feelings, impulses or behavior. Someone adopting a reaction formation defense strategy would treat a spouse or loved one in the same manner in which they’d treat a hated enemy. Another example would be that two people really fond of each other fight all the time, in order to suppress their desire of love for each other. This may also occur when there is a failure of acceptance that the other person is really important to them. In order to suppress their feelings for that person, they may resort to reaction formation and try to hate or fight with their loved ones in order to avoid the anxiety of not having them around.
(from wikipedia)

Child1: "Eh whats that?"
Child2: "Don't tell you."
Child1: *glares with hatred* "Like I really want know."

Classic example.

What appears to be might not be what it is.
Sometimes the big picture might not even be seen.

Yours so unintentionally so deceiving,
mine so conscious so selfish and childish.

感动

2009-07-22T20:04:00.006+08:00

歌曲：我知道
歌手：by2 专辑：twins

从来没想过不能再和你牵手
委屈时候没有你陪着我心痛
一切都是我太过骄纵以为你会懂
一直忘了说我有多感动

我知道你还是爱着我
虽然分开的理由我们都已接受

你知道我会有多难过
所以即使到最后还微笑着要我加油

我知道你还放不下我
才会在离开时闭着眼没有回头

我们都知道彼此心中
其实这份爱没停过

曾经完整幸福的梦在脑海里头
我多希望你还在我左右

答应你我会好好过
不让这些眼泪白流

Let me correct myself. I only believe in good memories.

That's real goodbye for us. Mallory and Meredith.

Giggy and kiki, twinny C:

异样的平静，
自己也不敢相信。
O:

感触

2009-07-20T17:57:00.005+08:00

歌名：一直很安静歌手：阿桑
所属专辑：寂寞在唱歌
空荡的街景
想找个人放感情
做这种决定
是寂寞与我为邻
我们的爱情
像你路过的风景
一直在进行
脚步却从来不会为我而停
给你的爱一直很安静
来交换你偶尔给的关心
明明是三个人的电影
我却始终不能有姓名
你说爱像云
要自在飘浮才美丽
我终於相信
分手的理由有时候很动听
给你的爱一直很安静
来交换你偶尔给的关心
明明是三个人的电影
我却始终不能有姓名
给你的爱一直很安静
我从一开始就下定决心
以为自己要的是曾经
却发现爱一定要有回音
给你的爱一直很安静
来交换你偶尔给的关心
明明是三个人的电影
我却始终不能有姓名
给你的爱一直很安静
除了泪在我的脸上任性
原来缘份是用来说明
你突然不爱我这件事情

仙剑奇侠转插曲。

Just like after the fire.

History cycle per year

2009-07-18T21:10:00.005+08:00

歌名：这就是爱吗歌手：容祖儿
所属专辑：容祖儿 Moov

你确定这就是爱吗
真的爱我吗
手牵着手漫步斜阳
就当作浪漫
两个人眺望远方
以为爱的晴朗
当我回头望
却已泪湿了眼眶

当夕阳变成星光
当爱情换了方向
你一如过往对爱太紧张
但未来又会怎样
未知的明天总让我旁徨
谁给我力量

我不怕你爱不爱我
只害怕你以为爱我
抓紧我不算拥有
你总学不会放手

我不怕你不懂爱我
只怕你把习惯当作爱
你猜不透我要什麽

两个人眺望远方
以为爱的晴朗
当我回头望
却已泪湿了眼眶

当夕阳变成星光
当爱情换了方向
你一如过往对爱太紧张
但未来又会怎样
未知的明天总让我旁徨
谁给我力量

我不怕你爱不爱我
只害怕你以为爱我
抓紧我不算拥有
你总学不会放手

你猜不透我要什麽
我不怕你不懂爱我
只怕你把习惯当作爱

我不怕你爱不爱我
只害怕你以为爱我
抓紧我不算拥有
你总学不会放手

我不怕你不懂爱我
只怕你把习惯当作爱
你猜不透我要什麽
喔你猜不透我要什麽

May be just another portal of comfort and distraction for you.

Well, I don't believe in memories.

Goodbye.

Blind spots

2009-07-18T13:02:00.003+08:00

Predictions ticked,
conclusion(s) made.
Solution?

Little bit more of selfishness and courage will do.

Lit Cluster

2009-07-17T22:39:00.004+08:00

This may be a little bit too late, Lit Cluster was in the holidays. But hey, this is the amazing scene that my classmates did C:

Misunderstanding or misled.
If somethings you didn't ever exist, would you even think of it as a possibility?

Is that what it meant by 'losing significance'? Or 'no significance'?

Flexibility

2009-07-17T18:41:00.004+08:00

Woohoooo. It has been seriously damn long since I really camwhored. Like, ever since I.... I cut my hair?! O:

Super allergic to noise recently, even when I'm not having migraine.

I seriously didn't know it was so dark. Looked brighter on my phone.

Outside Dazhong C:

Instantaneously at rest

2009-07-16T18:04:00.003+08:00

(Don't worry, I am not crazy over Kinematics.)

Repeated, till I could really recite them.

Sometimes if its supposed to be, it will come to you.
{Just like things that I think I should know but am not told.}

Okay abit of randomness:

Kay Kay is hot. C:

Ugly sister effect

2009-07-15T19:32:00.004+08:00

Live like a sleeping beauty.
For you don't have to think,
you only have to dream.

Live like a sleeping beauty.
For you have spent too much energy,
you have to restore them back.

Live like a sleeping beauty.
For the moment you wake,
you will see yet another nightmare.

Defence mechanism: repression/ suppression

2009-07-15T06:46:00.004+08:00

Like a roller coaster,
Unpredictable.
Not just that.

React fast, adapt fast. Life's still going on.

2009-07-09T19:12:00.002+08:00

歌曲:仁心解码主题曲-荒岛隔岸
歌手:麦浚龙
防人已慣在暗室無空間
常人冷眼沒有苛求相反
世事暗淡心裡呼喊
縱然困難人情無限

世界這荒島的隔岸
尋回被拒不解境況
公仔箱論壇你對這天空的盼望
圍牆被拆去可釋放

世界裡一起擺脫不安

Accuracy

2009-07-08T17:39:00.004+08:00

对摺
词曲编曲:方文良
演唱:元若蓝
元若蓝-对摺
我把爱情摺成一列火车
火车开了我没上车
我把笑容摺成一只信鸽
送你一程尽管长途跋涉
我把回忆摺成了音乐盒
寂寞时听甜蜜唱歌
我把体谅摺成一座风车
吹啊吹雾散了就放晴了
我摺再摺对摺再对摺
把不快乐浓缩成快乐
我摺再摺把时间对摺
下个幸福眨眼就来了
我把眼泪摺成一群纸鹤
祝福你最后的选择
我把你呀摺成一朵百合
在我心底盛开永远不褪色
遮住错的就看见对的
我摺再摺对摺再对摺
有两颗心紧紧相连着
两颗心黏着怕什么呢

Blind your eyes, till you can't think logically and sensibly.

Guilt

2009-07-05T19:54:00.003+08:00

有时候靠得太近却越看不清，
有时候靠得再近还是看得到之间的距离。

Luvthematic

2009-07-04T20:27:00.004+08:00

歌名：一到十等于我和你 - 范玮琪

有没有人教你怎么倒数爱的推理
堂教主我有一本1到10爱的秘籍
失恋多次的你是否已经没了信心
要怎么一开始要他对你死心塌地

(RAP) 什么都可以丢
但别把爱爱爱丢了
怎么会由爱生恨
你就快变成Hater
你的云为了什么变的黑的
你累了吗冷血动物总是比较衰的
喔爱在哪唉
如何变成爱快把仇恨变尘埃
爱的魔术就像鬼斧神差
It’s so easy L-O-V-E
再多一点的关心爱不能只是句口头禅而已

范:
一段情
两颗心
三个字
是我爱你
无聊时就
溜出去
期待每天在一起
巴不得粘着你
就这样的不分离
十全十美的爱情
从一到十等于我和你

(Rap) 爱的故事就像你生病时照顾你的护士
没有爱要如何度日
我们爱10个数字 1到10
或许不止1到10 其实爱俯拾即是
何必等良辰吉时散播快乐散播爱
爱要及时和仇恨说BYE
有时候难以启齿但还要得说出来
爱有很多种爱做很多梦
有些时候带着很多痛
但是我爱人人人人爱我噢

范:
有没有人告诉你什么是Luvthematic
堂教主我这一本1到10爱的秘籍
散发你的魅力给你非一般的自信
Blink的Blink的每个男生对你目不转睛
爱一个人真的会活在他影子里
爱一个人只想活在两人世界里
从现在算起一到十爱的秘籍就是等于我和你
Luvthematic 的爱情
One for All All for One
我为人人人人为我
One for All All for One
我爱人人人人爱我
One for All All for One
我为人人人人为我
One for All All for One
我爱人人人人爱我

Let's go on an anti-redfuryanimalwithhugeeyes campaign! :D

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NEW BLOGSKIN!

Operation GTD

2009-07-03T23:32:00.001+08:00

Floating freely.

C:

Brisk walking

2009-07-01T19:37:00.002+08:00

Mission:
learn how to trust properly.

Let's start with trusting yourself.

The wind accidentally blew through the calendar,
flipping it open piece by piece.

All I need

2009-06-30T22:36:00.003+08:00

Over-sensitivity
Over-curiosity
Over-concern
Over-emotions
Over-possessiveness
Over-craziness.

Maybe, I do subconsciously want to change people. To who I want them to be.

Time to change this mindset =)

Tipsy

2009-06-29T22:38:00.005+08:00

28: YOU LIAR.

Ah, school's here again. Sudden motivation but no determination, no discipline. Hmm.. distractions?

Tsk. Officially tired of my phone. Its ridiculous to have messages without d, e, f and space.

Indecisive freaks C:

Siow. Don't leave.

2009-06-25T19:51:00.004+08:00

Quote (To Kill a Mockingbird):
“You never really understand a person until you...climb into his skin and walk around in it.”

Not just stepping into his/her shoes.

Went to a blog. Saw the archives. Couldn't bear to continue anymore.

I can still feel the warmth in my eyes.

Welcome back to the mind-guessing game.

Foreshadowing

2009-06-25T00:12:00.005+08:00

When happens when you try to act calm?

Reasons? It sure explains a lot. Not that I know how I am supposed to react.

Maybe you might think it is weird when people can read more about you then you can ever read about yourself. Sometimes it just takes a different perspective to view things to be objective.

Injecting hormones in chickens, to make them grow up. Just like how reality forces people to be mature. Deep inside them, there live a kid that yearns to be released.

We all know what 'maybe' means. Oh yes, we do.

I still believe everything happens for a reason.

Soso, anno. I won't leave.

PS: Happy birthday to LZH C:

Give me reasons

2009-06-23T22:39:00.002+08:00

HAHA. Totally made my day. Or rather, night? Aiya whatever, just so hilarious.

Okay anyways. This is so ironic. There I was saying about misintepretation, then there people directly on the spot misinterpret that line.

Argh, stab me with a banana. But hey, I am suppose to still do what I do, and let people think how they think.

Time to sleep! XD

Feeling right, at the wrong time.

2009-06-23T18:33:00.004+08:00

Ever wondered why some people have one night stand?

Lost souls that has been deprived of emotional comfort, will be desperate for physical comfort.

When people are hurt, they branch into two types. One that always talk about those supposed hurtful experience to seek sympathy, another that pretends nothing has happen.

The latter ones need concrete evidence of comfort.

Correct me if I am wrong. Cause I am not sure either.

Note to self

2009-06-22T21:29:00.003+08:00

It's like ordering people around, but later realise you are in no position to do so.

No rights, no power to decide.

Leaving it as it is, it won't help. At all. When situation aggravate, you will only be swallowed up whole.

There is no such thing as let nature take its course. Everything is unnatural.

End Of The Road lyrics

[spoken]
Girl you know we belong together
I have no time for you to be playing
With my heart like this
You'll be mine forever baby, you just see

[verse]
We belong together
And you know that I'm right
Why do you play with my heart,
Why do you play with my mind?

Said we'd be forever
Said it'd never die
How could you love me and leave me
And never say good-bye?

When I can't sleep at night without holding you tight
Girl, each time I try I just break down and cry
Pain in my head oh I'd rather be dead
Spinnin' around and around

[Chorus:]
Although we've come to the End Of The Road
Still I can't let you go
It's unnatural, you belong to me, I belong to you
Come to the End of the Road
Still I can't let you go
It's unnatural, you belong to me, I belong to you

Girl, I know you really love me,
You just don't realize
You've never been there before
It's only your first time

Maybe I'll forgive you, hmm
Maybe you'll try
We should be happy together
Forever, you and I

Can you love me again like you loved me before
This time I want you to love me much more
This time instead just come to my bed
And baby just don't let me, don't let me down

[Chorus]

[spoken]
Girl I'm here for you
All those times of night when you just hurt me
And just run out with that other fella
Baby I knew about it, I just didn't care
You just don't understand how much I love you do you?
I'm here for you

I'm not out to go out and cheat on you all night
Just like you did baby but that's all right
Hey, I love you anyway
And I'm still gonna be here for you 'till my dying day baby
Right now, I'm just in so much pain baby
Coz you just won't come back to me
Will you? Just come back to me

(Lonely)
Yes baby my heart is lonely
(Lonely)
My heart hurts baby
(Lonely)
Yes I feel pain too
Baby please

This time instead just come to my bed
And baby just don't let me down

[chorus]

Ghost of girlfriend past

2009-06-21T21:17:00.005+08:00

Everything seemed so relevant. Haha.

The most immature thing is not done by a immature person; its done by someone who knows it is immature to do so, but still does it.

I know it's easy for people to misinterpret words, but hey, you can think what you think, and I will do what I do. Nothing's wrong, nothing's right. Fair?

For once, let there only be love and trust. Like kindergarten: No hatred, no betrayal.

When will I ever be ready or prepared for anything?

Soulmate-Natasha Bedingfield

Incompatible, it don't matter though
'cos someone's bound to hear my cry
Speak out if you do
You're not easy to find

Is it possible Mr. Loveable
Is already in my life?
Right in front of me
Or maybe you're in disguise

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Here we are again, circles never end
How do I find the perfect fit
There's enough for everyone
But I'm still waiting in line

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

If there's a soulmate for everyone

Most relationships seem so transitory
They're all good but not the permanent one

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Afy

2009-06-17T23:23:00.004+08:00

Acidic.

旁观者清,当局者迷。

Sometimes I wish I am not like this.

P o s s i b i l i t y

2009-06-16T18:44:00.004+08:00

It's still diffusing through the air.
How long more to reach a conclusion or solution?

Things that should have been connected or intepreted did not appear. No reaction either. Is this even normal?

Expectation kills

2009-06-14T21:22:00.005+08:00

For both good and bad.

Even if you force yourself expect the worst, one day your expectations will still become higher, because worst doesn't happen all the time.

If you thought lowering expectations will reduce disappointment, duh, its wrong.

Some people are born to think a certain way, while some are denied of their beliefs and thus also thinks that certain way. It really makes a huge difference afterall.

Might have made you believe once, but might make you believe never again.

Sometimes things just doesn't have to make sense.

Irreplaceable

2009-06-12T15:21:00.006+08:00

Dear Diary,

Why did youtube take away English Subbed Ep 32-38 of We Got Married of the Ssangchu couple? D:

What else was taken away? Hmm.

With love,
Marion.

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Long live Kendra and mysoju.com.

Nobody-Wondergirls VS SS501

2009-06-11T15:08:00.002+08:00

XDDD

Sunday

2009-06-08T21:00:00.004+08:00

Shokudo x3

70% Dark chocolate macarons, why are you so lovable?

暴风雨前的宁静

2009-06-08T00:07:00.003+08:00

Define normal.
Define life.
Define love.

Anticipate changes and stay relevant.

Consistent

2009-06-06T22:40:00.004+08:00

Changes happen every moment,
Impression, thoughts and feelings don't stay constant.

Kinship,
flows in your blood and instinct.
Friendship,
connects two unrelated people.
Love,
has both elements of Kinship and Friendship.

Once, I said, "The thing about true love is that it makes you fall for the same person everyday."
If it's not strong enough, it won't hold, will it?

Now, I want to say, "The thing about all kinds of love is that it stays there, even with ever-changing impressions, thoughts and feelings."

I may be fickle, but I am still clear.

Having no regret is not about doing or pursuing what you really want, its about accepting what has happened, what is happening and what is going to happen.

2009-06-06T00:09:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday to KIM HYUN JOONG!

Kim Hyun Joong's Recording Session @ Japan

2009-06-03T23:48:00.003+08:00

Lyrics of the japanese songs he is recording:
'Let's hug.
Let's kiss.
Let's melt into each other.'

Modified version by Hyun Joong with Hwang Bo as background voice:
'Let's hug. (Yeahhh)
Let's kiss. (Ahhhh)
Let's melt into each other. (Baby come on)'

My heart hurts from all the vigorous laughing. LOL.

云遮住视线看不见。

Baby steps

2009-06-02T18:15:00.005+08:00

Positive vibes attract positivity.
Won't you agree? C:

Quite a few lucky and happy things today. Some rather insignificant, but hey, they made my day!

(All those buzz that should be ignored will be ignored. )

PS: 'We got married' is super super funny because there is Kim Hyun Joong! XD

Soso, I feel I am back to normal.

Practicality

2009-05-30T22:56:00.003+08:00

On friday I was practically going crazy over Hyun Joong everytime I see Siti. Cause she is obsess over him as well.

Fadlun:"Haha. If the teacher is him, you sure everyday will want to go for all lessons."
Me:"Ahhh.. Imagine him with black full-frame spectacles. OMG."
Siti:"HE DID WEAR ONE IN THE LATER PART OF BOYS OVER FLOWER!"

Haha. I swear he is damn cute okay.

He even played the guitar singing 'Because I am stupid' later on. AHHHHH.

Another cute video:

Background information:
'We got married' is a Korean reality show, which pairs up famous Korean celebrities to show what life would be like if they really married. Kim Hyun Joong is paired up with Hwangbo, who is six years older than him.

My comments on this video: He is damn 4D. C:

Language Barrier

2009-05-28T21:53:00.000+08:00

<无敌珊宝妹>之‘男人不坏，女人不爱’篇

2009-05-27T20:42:00.002+08:00

邱泽唯青！！！

Haha. Shhh... Don't tell me anything about him and Rainie Yang. C:

Allergy

2009-05-27T18:02:00.002+08:00

歌名：笨的可以
歌手：郭采洁所属专辑：无敌珊宝妹

聽你開心說著你的事情
我有一種莫名心跳反應
夜深人靜時候突然想到你
沒有原因沒有邏輯誰能說明

總以為我們是地球的南北兩極
直到分開旅行我才明白
有好多的話想說給你聽

是我笨的可以我們早就相遇
我說服我自己這一切只是友情
是你讓我相信兩顆心沒有距離
我才發現原來我愛著你

總是愛捉弄我尋我開心
從來沒有想過會喜歡你
也許愛情就是沒什麼道理
緣份來臨措手不及誰看得清

總以為我們是地球的南北兩極
直到分開旅行我才明白
有好多的話想說給你聽

是我笨的可以我們早就相遇
我說服我自己這一切只是友情
是你讓我相信兩顆心沒有距離
我才發現原來我愛著你

是我笨的可以沒看穿你的心
還以為這就是愛情無聊的惡作劇
是我笨得可以我終於面對自己
勇敢證明我是真的愛你
我是真的愛你

If you are numb, you will run no more.

现实的侧脸

2009-05-26T17:44:00.006+08:00

Sub-con~~scious~~fuse
When subconscious suppresses and struggles, until it becomes conscious.

Sometimes it only takes you and your courage.

现实转回身来，虚幻的侧脸瞬间消失。

Hotness

2009-05-23T23:32:00.003+08:00

2009-05-22T16:22:00.003+08:00

歌名：你在，不在
歌手：郭采洁
所属专辑：爱异想

作词：姚若龙作曲：饶善强

云碎成雨点
等你的抱歉却等到你的不告而别
星光像泪水
没说的思念变成黑眼圈

几百天来的热烈
一个寒流就瓦解
再厚的爱只是一叠纸片

你在房间像幻灯片
你在我眼里蔓延
你在手机你在笔电无法隔绝

你在深夜像黑咖啡
你在我心里面陪我失眠
可是却不在我身边

感冒整个月
心里的疲倦比发烧晕眩比头痛烈
我不爱争辩
脑海却默默决定一切

几百天来的热烈
一个寒流就瓦解
再厚的爱只是一叠纸片

你在房间像幻灯片
你在我眼里蔓延
你在手机你在笔电无法隔绝

你在深夜像黑咖啡
你在我心里面陪我失眠
可是却不在我的身边

我换沙发换窗帘却换不掉你固执的气味
抱着一起养的小狗倔强假装克服了伤悲
它吻了我~ 弄乱藏好的泪

你在房间像幻灯片
你在我眼里蔓延
你在手机你在笔电无法隔绝

你在深夜像黑咖啡
你在我心里面陪我失眠
可是却不在我身边

我学着不去担心得太远不计画太多反而能勇敢冒险

2009-05-21T19:15:00.002+08:00

心墙 - 郭静
作词：姚若龙作曲：林俊杰
《韩国花样男子-流星花园国语版》主题曲
一个人　眺望碧海和蓝天
在心里面　那抹灰就淡一些
海豚从眼前飞越
我看见了最阳光的笑脸
好时光都该被宝贝　因为有限

我学着不去担心得太远
不计画太多　反而能勇敢冒险
丰富地过每一天　快乐地看每一天
Wooh～
第一次遇见阴天遮住你侧脸
有什么故事好想了解
我感觉我懂你的特别

你的心有一道墙　但我发现一扇窗
偶尔透出一丝暖暖的微光
就算你有一道墙
我的爱会攀上窗台盛放
打开窗你会看到悲伤融化

我学着不去担心得太远
不计画太多　反而能勇敢冒险
丰富地过每一天　快乐地看每一天
Wooh～
第一次遇见阴天遮住你侧脸
有什么故事好想了解
我感觉我懂你的特别

你的心有一道墙　但我发现一扇窗
偶尔透出一丝暖暖的微光
就算你有一道墙
我的爱会攀上窗台盛放
打开窗你会看到悲伤融化

你的心有一道墙　但我发现一扇窗
偶尔透出一丝暖暖的微光
就算你有一道墙
我的爱会攀上窗台盛放
打开窗你会看到悲伤融化

你会闻到幸福晴朗的芬芳

Away from the chimney top

2009-05-20T23:23:00.003+08:00

By Choice.
Not by Choice.

Datta.Dayadhvam.Damyata.

2009-05-19T12:22:00.003+08:00

Give. Sympathise. Control.

Can you help me spell O-R-I-G-I-N-A-L-I-T-Y?

Or at least, don't do it so purposely.

Fairytales

2009-05-18T23:09:00.008+08:00

歌名：孤单心事/蓝又时歌手：终极一班
所属专辑：终极一班
雨下在我窗前玻璃也在流眼泪
街上的人都看起来比我幸福一点
用寂寞来测验还是最想要你陪
曾一起走过的夏天我常常会梦见
我猜不到你真正的感觉
思念写成脸上的黑眼圈
有的时候我宁愿你对我坏一点
无法停止幻想我们的永远
爱你是孤单的心事不懂你微笑的意思
只能像一朵向日葵在夜里默默的坚持
爱你是孤单的心事多希望你对我诚实
一直爱着你用我自己的方式
我在你的心里有没有一点特别
就怕你终究没发现我还在你身边

I know its a damn old song, but I have never gotten tired of it ever C:

If people didn't know about what love, will they fall into love?
If you don't know that some things exist, will you actually discover them?
I totally wonder.

天总爱捉弄人。
不要的，到处都有。想要的，却遥不可及。
你希望能听见你的人，总是听不见你。

I miss Soulmate & Partner D:
And the smell of chlorine :D

Mrt with Veron

2009-05-18T11:40:00.002+08:00

*There was this uncle in the same cabin with us. He kept leaning on the pole and closing his eyes. He had this spectacle line at the side of his face (you know people who wear spectacles, they will have this line that is of a lighter skin tone cause the spectacles block the sunlight), but he wasn't wearing his spectacles. And he kept breaking up in goosebumps. He then took out his spectacles and called someone. *

Him:“我要到了，我在cityhall。”。。。“我已经了我的毛就站到现在！”。。。“有三个。”。。。“又不是我要看到的！你以为我很想看？！现在BROAD DAYLIGHT LEI！”。。。“哇，我今天的八字很好，给我看到这种东西。。。”

Heee. Isn't it cool or something? :D Wonder where the 那三个was.

If the bright light blind your eyes

2009-05-17T00:02:00.004+08:00

Some things have just turned totally insignificance in a split second.

Maybe, just maybe, all those perceptions aren't natural.
It was just the result/aftermath, not something I am born to believe.

What do I really want?

Reasonable excuses

2009-05-12T23:08:00.004+08:00

Suddenly feel as if I have forgotten a lot of things.
Selective memory like my twin?
Hmm....

Today I took out the X-ray films of my left arm. My mum said she had to purchase the films to actually keep it. Then I asked, buy for what. 留住做紀念? Laughed at myself for failing to remember what happen, but could remember what I was thinking when I fell.

The world has changed me. But I am not different.

It's a sphere, with curve circumference. Still the same old sentence, it takes just one thought to trigger everything.

Good nights, blog.

The Midnight Twins

2009-05-12T11:27:00.006+08:00

Different in a similar way.
Similar in a different way.

Haven't mention about Friday. Literature paper first part I chose the question that minority will chose. Oral was terribleee... But at least conversation was funny, since the two questions fitted so beautifully (: And I get to go home early.

Today's emaths was at hall. Table was shaky until I placed an eraser below one of the legs. Haha.

Resolution too soft,
I don't want to use Law Of Attraction to cheat my way through.

PS: I totally don't understand why my brother watched X-men twice.

[/Edit] (1.58pm): New blogskin :D

Wishing to go against your own wish.

2009-05-10T18:47:00.005+08:00

For a moment, I thought I knew.
But moment later, I am confused.

没有筹码的赌局。

歌曲：保护色
歌手：苏亦承专辑：终极一班电视原声带

想对你说的
让他先说了
从此只能猜测
你流泪是因为快乐
想要给你的
他先给你了
从此只能负荷
寂寞和爱本来能分隔
祝福你是我的保护色
专心扮演朋友的角色
在你们拥抱的那一刻
我心一分为二
欺骗你是我的保护色
甘心做个爱情的弱者
真爱不是就能逃得远远的
等待是我职责
路越走越曲折
不能回头了
能伤害我的
都是我爱的
还保护什么
还保护什么
祝福你是我的保护色
专心扮演朋友的角色
在你们拥抱的那一刻
我心一分为二
欺骗你是我的保护色
甘心做个爱情的弱者
真爱不是就能逃得远远的
等待是我职责
爱你是天责

Maybe you do want to be found, but not by those who are finding.

the vicious cycle

2009-05-09T22:26:00.002+08:00

The more you probe, the more you don't want to know.
The more you try to find the way out,the more you lose your way.
It has come to the point where you are lost but don't want to be found,
neither do you want to find the way out by yourself.

If only I could stop the time now and start thinking properly.

like hide and seek, just that you dont want to be found

2009-05-07T19:22:00.002+08:00

Hahaha. Like finally, I chionged Reborn until latest. Okay I didn't really chiong.. More like nothing to do watch.

Damn funny. Saw that part where Hibari told Gokudera his help wasn't needed, which invoked an internal conflict in me. Don't know whether to slap Hibari or let him be so mean to Gokudera. The cons of having too much favourite characters. *Sigh*

Today Amaths was okay ba. Just learnt that perpendicular bisector is cut midpoint - - And I wasted two sides of two papers. Abit too engross ba, forgot to flip over jiu use another piece of new foolscap._.

Physics was crazy. I wonder if I would pass. Zzzzz.

Tomorrow literature and English Oral. Oral... ohmygosh....

emotional trigger: smell

2009-05-06T18:57:00.003+08:00

Lol guess what? I slept for 3 and a half hours yesterday night. Lol was supposed to be sabotaged but in the end it backfired, so instead of me oversleeping and being late...

Awwww..! :DDDDD

Anyway, geography paper today. Didn't really do finish the last part of Section B. Still had 15 min left but I couldn't remember the other two strategies. zzzzzzzz.....

Amaths paper one, physics paper one and two tomorrow. ><

Assumptions are scary; I don't understand or know now you are like. Neither do you really knw me. You can't deny my rights of my own decision either.

Cells & tissues

2009-05-05T17:36:00.004+08:00

Lol another fat day? I mean another unexpected day. Abit crap and funny at the same time. And ridiculous.

Hahahaa social studies exam. Luckily read the right amount of things, so at least can do. Phew.. (I mean if you really see how I studied...... it's quite unexpected) Think I quite retarded, had to make a hole on the paper to put the string through cause I started on the wrong side.

TOMORROW IS GEO LEI WTH I DON'T KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT DEVELOPMENT AND GEO OF FOOD!
Okay maybe a bit exaggerated, but I don't really have much concept on these two.

Hope combined forces of the geography notes will help ._.

Today then realise public phone got number one. Somemore some public phone has no refund will just eat your money up.

Expanding at the expense of the soul...

2009-05-03T19:47:00.005+08:00

I just had yet another foreshadowing dream yesterday. Supposedly expired desires. Haha. This is crazy.

If you were in my position right now right here, you will realise everything is so ironic, to the extend that you laugh till you vomit. Isn't it cool?

Me swear I am not a saddist.

Chatted with Soulmate for one hour. If something has to last long, it has to be the soulmate relationship between us. (I hope.)

Why do right things happen at the wrong time? If only distraction motivates instead of distracts.

Ignore and leave it as it is. For now.

Journey
It's a long long journey
Till I know where I'm supposed to be
It's a long long journey
And I don't know if I can believe
When shadows fall and block my eyes
I am lost and know that I must hide
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you

Many days I've spent
Drifting on through empty shores
Wondering what's my purpose
Wondering how to make me strong

I know I will falter I know I will cry
I know you'll be standing by my side
It's a long long journey
And I need to be close to you

Sometimes it feels no one understands
I don't even know why
I do the things I do
When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul
Will you break down these walls and pull me through

Cause It's a long long journey
Till I feel that I am worth the price
You paid for me on calvary
Beneath those stormy skies

When satan mocks and friends turn to foes
It feels like everything is out to make me lose control
Coz It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you.. Ohh.. to you..

Minority VS Majority.

2009-05-01T21:43:00.003+08:00

It's true that nothing last long.

Influenced? Nope. Part of me always think so. Just that bigger part of me chose to believe in fairy tales.

This may sound optimistic and pessimistic at the same time. Let's just enjoy what we have now :D

When suppressed desire comes back as dream, devouring every inch of your soul..

2009-04-28T16:55:00.003+08:00

Hehe standing down from blogging. (Unless I really feel like blogging, which is so common of me...)

Like prejudice, growing stronger and stronger

Quote quote:
"If you are not able to take care of yourself, how are you able to take care of others?"

All the best for MYE!

One-sided negotiation: The more you try to make things work the more things get worse."

PS: Thanks JiongHan for helping me carry the box of files almost house. Though it was partly because its shun lu hahaha.

郭采潔 -又圓了的月亮

2009-04-27T20:52:00.002+08:00

他走了我的灯一直亮著
门关紧了但眼泪不会锁
该好了可是心还是痛的
说过了几千次算了又想像可能会复合
我表面似乎痊愈了　
某部分却像残废了
又圆了的月亮照亮我仅藏的倔强
提醒我去化妆把以后画得更漂亮
又圆了的月亮说改变会带来成长
旋转的地球上没有人能孤独站在一个地方
梦醒了像旅行都结束了
纪念品呢谁粗心弄掉了
到哪了做什麼是否记得
相机里两个人闹著让微笑美过了月色
没有他以为该寂寞但世界一样在唱歌
又圆了的月亮照亮我仅藏的倔强
提醒我去化妆把以后画得更漂亮
又圆了的月亮说改变会带来成长
旋转的地球上肯转身总有新故事值得盼望
没有他以为该寂寞但世界一样在唱歌
又圆了的月亮照亮我仅藏的倔强
提醒我去化妆把以后画得更漂亮
又圆了的月亮说改变会带来成长
旋转的地球上肯转身总有新故事值得盼望
用原谅去遗忘

If it is so insignificant.

2009-04-27T19:57:00.002+08:00

Hereby declare the macbook's mine XD Which means I can do anything with it. Wahahaha..

Anyways, the past few days were exciting. Saturday's date with Veron, Sunday celebration of Kaijie's birthday, and today's journey to lot1 with Siti then with sister and... hmmm.. friend. (I wanted to put 'sisters' so much.)

Woooo I love my foolscap pads. Knew my brother will koop.

What will happen when someone behaves in a way that is totally what you think he or she is? Talk about expectations. In the vice versa way.

There was room for negotiation.

Misunderstandings.
It just tell how much you know me.

I am depressed. I can't listen to songs at haoting.com. Argh.

throughthesoul

Livejournal

鬼屋

Destiny

節奏

Dramatic Irony

Blessing in disguise

Cheating monkey

墮落

Shopping Must-have: Paracetamol

New blogskin.

瓶颈

False memory

Mac Fries?

人類，

Marilet or nefti.

controlled bias

Respect

Obsessions

昨天今天明天

No. of mozzie kisses

Well.....

Rapid eye movement behavior disorder

Sunday

人心,

Out of sight out of mind?

Underlying

Defence mechanism: Reaction formation

感动

感触

History cycle per year

Blind spots

Lit Cluster

Flexibility

Instantaneously at rest

Ugly sister effect

Defence mechanism: repression/ suppression

Accuracy

Guilt

Luvthematic

Operation GTD

Brisk walking

All I need

Tipsy

Siow. Don't leave.

Foreshadowing

Give me reasons

Feeling right, at the wrong time.

Note to self

Ghost of girlfriend past

Afy

P o s s i b i l i t y

Expectation kills

Irreplaceable

Nobody-Wondergirls VS SS501

Sunday

暴风雨前的宁静

Consistent

Kim Hyun Joong's Recording Session @ Japan

Baby steps

Practicality

Language Barrier

<无敌珊宝妹>之‘男人不坏，女人不爱’篇

Allergy

现实的侧脸

Hotness

我学着不去担心得太远 不计画太多反而能勇敢冒险

Away from the chimney top

Datta.Dayadhvam.Damyata.

Fairytales

Mrt with Veron

If the bright light blind your eyes

Reasonable excuses

The Midnight Twins

Wishing to go against your own wish.

the vicious cycle

like hide and seek, just that you dont want to be found

emotional trigger: smell

Cells & tissues

Expanding at the expense of the soul...

我学着不去担心得太远不计画太多反而能勇敢冒险